If You Love Me

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Sakura POV

Now I know how Hinata feel like, I don't think think I could love Naruto anymore. I now understand the feeling of first love being taken away from a best friend. But, I can't hurt Naruto too. I can't help it but love him. I love him for who he is, not what he is. I don't care if he have that tail beast inside him even if I fear him, I can't help it but love him. But one of the things I fear the most, is losing a best friend. I knew she loved him, I knew they dated but, I can't stop my love for him. Every each day, my feeling become stronger because of him. I now realized the meaning of true love, all this time I've been chasing someone who don't even feel the same way as me. But, taking a best friend lover is the worst. I can't help but feel guilty and ashamed. Just when we were getting closer. All this time, she didn't have any friends and I was her first but, I lost her. I choose love over a best friend, how can she ever forgive me for creating a sin. I love Naruto but since I saw Sasuke, the feelings suddenly returned. I wanted him back and be on my shoulder but then again, there's Hinata. She took him, even when she knew how much I had loved him. But, I guess I deserved it. I can't always be selfish and get what I want. I hope someday she will forgive me and Naruto.
"Hey Sakura," Naruto said behind me with a serious look. I stood up from the couch and turn to face him. This look he's giving me, I know its gonna be words that will kill me. I didn't want to listen but I needed to hear it from him.
"I think we should stop seeing each other." He finished. I knew he was going to say that. The words that came out of his mouth strikes an arrow to my chest with poison as it shattered to a million pieces that can't be glued back together. I didn't want to listen in the first place and I didn't want to believe him at first but I guess its for the best. I really deserved this karma, it wasn't my place to replace Hinata. Sighing at those words that pierce with a thousand needles, I nodded sadly.
"I'm sorry Naruto," I apologized. I walk to the counter and grabbed my purse. I was going to keep on walking but, I want this last moment to be special. I kissed him gently on the lips still feeling those tingly feelings like we had before. I let a tear slide down my cheek and walked out the door into the empty street. Just when I was really going to start crying, there was a familiar warmth behind me. It felt nice and the scent of ramen still lingers to my nostril.
"Just as I thought, I can't leave you." He said hugging me tightly. The tears dried up as I melt into his warmth. If you loved me, you would be holding me tighter like you're doing now. A smile crawled up to my face thinking everything we could be.

Kakashi POV

I can't stop my love for Aino forever, she's always in my mind, dream, everywhere. I know she won't be able to forget what had happened between me and Rin but, I had always loved her. Ever since she had gone joined the Akatsuki in a mission, I stilled miss her present even if her scent still lingers around the room. I wanted to tell her everyday I loved her but, that can't happen anymore. I wished I had never ever spend time with Rin on that day, getting drunk and meeting a friend was a bad mistake of mine, especially if it was a girl. How can she ever forgive the sin I caused when I had broken our promise to the Nuwa Descendent from above. I brought shame to Aino and my friends, just as my father had brought shame to the Hatake. I'm no different from my father as they said, I guess they were right. Even if i wanted to change, nothing will ever change.
"If you really loved me, you would've hold me tighter like before." She said wrapping her hands around my torso. I felt tears brim to my eyes as it rolled down my cheek. I miss her warmth, I miss everything we've done before. Why can't things go back to the way things were?
"Hey, don't cry. I will always forgive you but I don't want to be in any relationship right now. Beside, I already have a lover. He's around my age and is kinda like you but more mature." She said happily with that smile I always yearned for. She wiped my tears and caress my cheek bringing her face closer to mine. My chest started to race at the soft cold touch of hers and began jumping when she planted a kiss on my cheek. She leaned back and gave me the smile she always did before. My cheek grew hot as I touch my cheek where her lips had touched it. That soft pink warm lips I missed, still lingers around my tongues when we first had our first kiss. If I loved her, I would've hold her tighter before and now. My body started moving on its own leaning close to face and we suddenly kissed. She widened her eyes in surprised as she pushed me away. She wiped her lips and angrily glared at me.
"I'm sorry Kakashi but like I said, nothing can change what happen in the past that makes who you are now. I thought we were over this Kakashi, guess were not. I knew it was a bad idea to come back to this place, and you're the reason Kakashi. If you loved me, you would've hold me tighter like before." She said calmly and left. Just like that, I fell to the ground on my knees and balled my eyes out. Why did it had to turn out this way? I could've hold her tighter like before if I loved her.

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