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A/n listen to "the one that got away" by Katy perry as you're reading this.

Brett, I will always love you.
I want you to get over me.
26 girls.
Date a girl by each letter of the alphabet.
You're not going to find me.
But maybe you can find someone you love.
Not as strongly as what you feel for me.
But maybe something.
Or someone you can live for.
I know life will be unbearable without me.
But I have secrets.
And they are catching up with me.
The baby isn't yours.
Don't hate me.
But i felt the spark was going.
You were busy with football practice.
But he was there.
I don't love him I only love you.
And I would give the world for you to be the dad and for this to be our family.
But what I did is illegal.
He has a wife and kids.
He was my teacher.
He would go to jail.
I know I'm a bitch, but I have a conscience.
I've been a bad person.
I've ruined so many lives.
So what's the big deal if I ruin one more.
Yours.

Maybe you'll come to me soon
If you're really upset.
I wouldn't stop you
Because we could be together in another life.

Kisses
Dea

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