50 shades of niallhoran☹☻

It Hurts Me Too.

Karen's POV:

I should start with a regular cafe! Yeah! Seems normal I guess. Okay lets go! I'm so awkward.. I should not talk to myself anymore. It causes weird things to me. I walked over to the nearest cafe and got started... Not to sound like a stalker or shit like that, but I needed to find some boy that was like Niall, but better! No I'm not needy. I just need someone like him, or better so I can just get over that irish man. I slowly opened the metal bar that was connected to the door and I nervously walked in, trying to be as normal as I could be. Which was originally impossible. I laid my eyes on the first cute guy I saw, not like a slut would do, for your information. I saw his eyes lay on mine also.

"Hi." He normally said. Why would he be talking to me? I mean, I'm a stranger! Okay... stick with the plan Karen...

"Uhh hi?" I asked. Great! Now he must think I'm a dumb weirdo! He laughed and gave me a sweet smile. Of course, I smiled back, "cute" smile.

"You're cute, wanna talk?" He simply asked. Wow, he must be confident today. I slowly nodded, not knowing what to do really. I first asked for a cold latte and quickly paid. Who knew this could all happen in a day?

"How's your day?" He politely asked, and he sat down on the auburn leather chairs. I scrunched my nose as I felt how cold my latte was.

"Its.... Okay.." I mumbled and I looked him straight in the eye. They twinkled marvelously in the brightness.

"Care to tell me?" He quizzed and I just nodded silently.

"My best friend... he's in the hospital." I whispered so no one could here me.

"Who is he?" I didn't want to answer, so I kept quiet. He noticed how quiet I was and he nodded. I was starting to wail a little and he nodded. He understood how I didn't wanna say it. I quickly looked at my watch and saw I've been at the cafe with Oscar more than 5 hours!

"OH goodness! I must go Oscar, I'm sorry." I sobbered to him. He chuckled and gave me a soft hug and said goodbye. I ran to my car and saw it started to rain. I drove quickly to the hospital and I ran into the room Niall was in and saw he wasn't there.

"Niall!" I shouted, dashing to the front office.

"Niall left darling." The nurse said with a light voice. My head turned black and blue, twisting.

I walked, dizzily out of the hospital and into my car.

'I'm not in love, I'm not in love.' I told myself. Memories flashed and burned in my mind and I felt the cold, wet tears down my cheeks. I knew I loved him, but I knew I couldn't.

Since he has that Jennifer.

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oml I know this chapter sucks 😩 but I tried(:

- love ellina