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Chapter One » "Bad Heart"

(Rowan Above)
CHAPTER one» "Bad Heart"

The day my doctor told me I had cancer to be honest I felt great.. Hence the sarcasm, but that's another reason for me to die early  instead of trying to commit Sucide. Life Has Been Great to Me. Sarcasm again. Anyway The Day My doctor told me I had a Cancer, they also said I had a Weak Heart. Of Course My Heart would Be Weak, it could only take so much pain, from being hurt so many times.

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"Sweety you need to get up, come on its a new day" My Moms Faint Voice Said, outside my door. I let out a little sigh, and Pull off my covers.
"I'm up Mom, you can go now" I Say. I hear her Sigh, then leave. I Look at myself in the Mirror.
'Yeah Rowan, it's a New Day Get Up, it's not like I'm gonna die anytime now'. I Growl, and Step away from my mirror and sit on my bed. I Hate My Life. I Quickly get Dressed in all Black, and Run downstairs where my family was sitting and eating breakfast. My Mom Smiles and Sets Food where I sit. I Smile at Her and Look down at my food. I Have to do this, for My Family. I Quickly Pick up My Fork and Eat The Pancakes. Once I'm Done my mom and dad are smiling at me.

"What? Do I have something on my face?" I say quickly and grab my napkin and wipe my mouth.
"No sweetheart we just have a surprise for you" My dad says I give them weird looks.
"What are you talk-" I Say but stop when I hear a Laugh. That's Funny it's sounds like Michaels Laugh...
"Hey Lil Sis" I Hear a Soft Voice and Turn around to Find Michael. I Quickly stand up and Run up to him and Hug him.

"What are you doing home! your supposed to be on tour with your band Michael!" I Mumble. He Laughs and Hugs me Back. Then there comes the big Boom.

"Why Didn't You call me when the doctors told you, you had Cancer Rowan" He Whispered. I Freeze. There it Goes. Well What Should I say..
'It's Not Like It Matters Mikey' or
'Because You Were On Tour and Having Fun and Didn't want you to Worry about me'.. No..

"Uh..I Didn't Want you to Worry about me and have to come home from having fun with your band and Fans.. Sorry" I Mumble, and Look at my hands and start Messing around with them.

"Well this is Awkward!" I Hear Someone Yell from behind us. I Look Up and Find the Rest of the Band. Luke Rocking back and Forth on his Feet. Calum Is Just Standing in Shock. Ashton.. Well I don't know what he's Doing.
I Quickly Turn around and run to my room, and Lock the Door Behind Me.

(A/N: Hey Guys! so this is a New Account I Have Another Account Where I work with Casey-Hemmings  on CaseyandLexi  so Yeah! I'm Just Hoping that This Account Stays Put... Anyway!
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