Love Money & Drugs

Chapter One

My name is Ashely I'm 15 and 5"0 I don't have nobody really in my life but my God mama Asia and she's a stripper I'm not really sure who my daddy is and I lost my mom when I was 5 the only thing I remember about my mom is her pretty smile and her butterfly tattoo my mama died from drugs that's how I ended up with my God mama my mom and Asia were bestfriends since 9th grade that's when my mama started drugs and my God mama Asia wasn't really into drugs but when she seen my mama do it she tried it because my mama told her it makes her feel good and Asia believed most of everything my mama said so Asia tried it she started smokeing weed but my mama was doing more drugs then Asia my mama was smokeing weed and poping pills Asia didn't really pay attention to my mama when they were doing drugs because it made both of them feel good into one day Asia sat thier and said to my mama "I think we should doing drugs" and my mama didn't listen she said no its okay its makes me feel good it makes my pain go away and Asia didn't wonna go back and forth so she let my mom do what she wonted to do and then that's when they 10th grade year came and my mama was still doing drugs but  Asia stoped so one day my Mama and Asia was walking home from school and thier were alot of drug dealers out afterschool and they were walking and a dude and his friends called my mom and Asia over they one of them said dam ma you pretty ass hell and the other said what's you name little mama and my mama said our names is Jayona and Asia and the dude said  I wont Jayona come here and the other said I wont Asia and so the dude gave my mama his number and my mama said come Asia and they walked off and my mama looked backed and started smileing and off they walked off home and my mama was smileing hard and Asia said why you blushing so hard and she didn't say anything but smile and then they were at the house and my mama rushed up the stairs and picked up the telephone and dialed the number that was on the paper and it ringed two times and she heard a voice and she was like this the girl from earlier and he said hey what you doing she said nothing and she said what's you name because I don't think you gave it to me  he said Jason and she said so you the big drug dealer with all the money he said I wouldn't call it that and she asked him did he do drugs he said yeah I only smoke weed and he ask my mama the same question and she said yeah I do drugs I smoke weed and pop pills and more he said you need to stop doing drugs because I think your to smart and pretty and she started laughing and that's when Asia yelled girl what you wont me to to cook from down stairs and she yelled back I don't know and that's when they finsh taking on the phone and Jason said I will talk to you later and that's when she said okay smileing and she rushed down the stairs smileing and Asia saw how really hard she was smileing and Asia said you smileing hard over Jason already and you only knew him for 30 miuntes and she started laughing but my mama really didn't know that much about Jason that's what my God mama told me that's the story she told me thats what kind of what she really remember about what happen but she told me that she didn't know my mama was gone leave so soon she didn't think that drugs would kill her and by her 11th grade year she said Jason and my man's had stop talking because my man's wouldn't stop doing drugs and Jason really liked her and she ended up with another dude that didn't care about her and had put her on more drugs but my God mama say she remember the dude name but my God mama said even though Jason was a drug dealer he didn't treat my mama bad he really loved her for her nothing more he spoiled her and treated her like a princess but my mama didn't see him for that she just wonted him for his money and drugs she really didn't understand because she thought it was all about the drugs and money and my God mama said after Jason and my mama stoped talking Jason told her about his life how it was hard for him when he was younger and how he didn't have anything and how his mama didn't have enough money to pay the bills that's why he started drug dealing because he didn't wonna see his mama struggle or cry about no bill money and he really didn't care if he did or didn't have nothing as long as he see his mama happy and the bills payed.