Love Money & Drugs

Chapter Two

Today is a new day and I was sitting thinking about what my God mama had told  yesterday I wonted to ask her more about my mama and see if we could find my daddy even though he probably don't remember me or even know who I am but my God mama is always busy stripping I mean I do love and she took me in when my mama died because she was my mama bestfriend and she knew that my mama would be happy if I was with her and my God mama always wonted kids but never had any because she was always worried about her self but I'm at the point were I need money and I wont my God mama to stop stripping because I don't like her doing that job even thought she enjoys it but almost every night I hear a guy in her room with her doing the nasty I wonder if she get tired of it or when  she gonna stop if I did what she did I would be tired I'm about to be 16 soon and I need a job and money and I think I'm gonna start doing what my friend Princess she always have money and never worry about a thing she does this online dateing were she find man and dates them and sleep with them because they don't have a wife or their wife died and she gets million of dollars and have nice things I really don't wonna do a job like that but I need money then and again I wont my God mama to stop stripping and sleeping with men almost everynight basically I would be  doing the same thing she doing but I'm not stripping I'm just sleeping around with man that's  probably no were near my age but I need money quick and fast and a job gone be a job so I'm just gone do it for two months and then stop and I just have enough money to do what I wonna do so tommrow at school I'm gone ask my friend princess about the job and see if she could come over my house and help me online but while I think about how this all gone play out I'm gone take a hot shower it lets all the stress go away I'm picking out my PJ'S for my shower thier blue with writeing on it that say pink I loved wearing these to bed because they make me feel comfortable and happy I got my towel and wash cloth and my underwear and bra and headed to the bathroom I closed the door and locked it and turned on the water and looked in the mirror and being to undress myself I looked at my body and said to my self that I'm beautiful no matter what anyone tell me or say after a while the bathroom started to get foggy so I got in the shower and that water was hot and I washed my face and washed up and got out and I felt so much better about what I was thinking about doing and I though to myself that I am gonna do it I wont this job its not gonna be long its just for some money and soon I started drying off and putting on my bra and underwear and lotion and then clothes after I got done I went in my room and put everything in my dirty clothes basket and layed down and put on the Tv and started watching my favorite movie Matilda and after that I got real comfortable and i fell off to sleep

Its now 1:46 AM and I got up from sleeping because I know my god mama would be home soon so I had got up and washed the dishes and after I got done I had went back up to my room and started the movie over and layed back down soon I heard a car pull in the drive way and I knew ot was my God mama I didn't bother to get out the bed I just stayed thier because I knew someone would be with her so I didn't bother and then I heard her come in and I didn't hear anything but her calling my name Ashely Ashely she called two times come  here so I got out of bed and went to see what she wonted and that's when she said I'm surprised your still up baby girl get dress and lets go to Ihop so I rushed up stairs and got dress because I was happy me and my God mama haven't did nothing in a while together and after I got dress I yelled and said ready and she said hold up let me just put my shirt on and we can go after she put on her shirt she came down stairs and got her wallet and keys and then we went and  got in the car and left and as we were driveing she said I miss spending time with you I just been busy and I hope that you don't think I was avoiding you i just had to make some money and I started smile and said oh and then we arrived at Ihop and we went inside and I saw this cute boy with a thot hair cute lightskin with braces and my God mama was looking at me while I was looking at him and she said I see you looking at that boy and that's when we picked a place to sit and the boy that I was watching came up and see what would you yall like to drink I said two orange juices would be find smileing hard at him and he smiled back and walked off and got our drinks and then that's when he came back with our drinks and sat them down and gave us straws and he asked me my name and I looked at my God mama and I couldn't think and that's when she smiled and said her name is Ashely and he said that's a pretty name and I asked him what's his and he said Jay I said oh nice name and that's when he said what would yall like to eat I said blueberry waffles and eggs and hashbrown and and then that's when he asked my God mama what she wonted andbshe said strawberry waffles and eggs and he said will that be all and we said yes and he went to give the cook our orders and that's when we were waiting on our food to be done and we was talking for a while and that's when we he brought our food back and sat down with us and he said so what's your number and my God mama looked at him and said how do you know if she's old enough to talk to you and started smiling at the boy and said just playing and I gave him my number and he said let me get back to work and started smileing and he left and started back working that's when me and my God mama started talking back and I said to her can you please tell me more about my mom I know you have to remember something and that's when she started smileing and was like Ashely I remember alot of things about your mon are you ready to hear about it all and I replied and said "Yeah" that's when she started talking and she was like so do you remember how I told you your mom died off drugs I said yeah and she said it was more then that Jason and I tried to help you mom get out the fast life and stop doing drugs but that's she meet a dude named chris he was real heavy on drugs and he had put your mama on them badly then she was before  and he was beating on your mama and she didn't tell nobody because we didn't notice it and Jason was still trying to help her even though they wasn't together because he really loved her and I said then who is my dad Jason or Chris she said Chris is Your dad and I asked then why he isn't in my Life she said because he didn't wont you in his life because of what he was doing to your mom and I asked her is this all that happen she said Yeah and I looked down at my plate and I was done eating and that's when she said are you ready to go I said "Yeah" because I have school tommrow she said oh yeah lets go because its  almost 4 and you only gone have 3 hours of sleep so we got up and I told Jay thank you and started smileing and that I will call him when I get gone from school tommrow and we got in the and starting driveing home and as we was driveing I told my God mama that I had a good time and the food was good and she said I'm glad you did and thats she we pulled up In the drive way and I rushed up stairs so that I could take a shower and go to sleep I got my PJ's and rushed and the bathroom and took a shower and then got out and got dressed and then I hoped went in my room and took Jay number out my pocket and put it in my on my dresser and hoped in the bed and went right to sleep.