letters i'd never send.

f o u r t y o n e .

I really wanted to write this part and totally forgot about it.

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dear ex love,

fuck you and everything you put me through.

if you didn't want me, why wouldn't you tell me that to begin with?

all you do in life is tear people down, and i see that now.

fuck you.

you made me believe that i deserved to be hurt, but now i know i never deserved to be.

the only times you were happy with me was when you were hurting me.

i can't believe it took me so long to realize this.

so, love, i hate you. i really do.

goodbye, forever.