Love, Hate,Miss

Chapter 1

Day 1 of being back in Britain:

Do you think your life is ever going to end? Do you think that when life get's tough you want to cruel under a rock and die? That's me everyday. People say to me " hi whats your name?" and i go "you will find out". I HATE it when people ask me what my name is because i feel like that they should already know. I was in three TV commercials and a movie called DRAMA DIVA. I play a teenager who gets offered a recording label as a singer and gets cased as the main character. After the movie they decided to make a TV show about it. It was great but i had to leave my friends and family to go all the way to america. I missed them all the time but i now that its where im meant to be. On that stage everything around me just makes sense. I feel like im surrounded by fairy's and im being hugged by every person in the world. I makes me feel free. It makes me feel happy. It makes me feel like me. When i got home everything was ...............well.....................different. Everything was dull and not interesting. My ex boyfriend had no ides who i was(well pretended not to), my best friends were popular and wouldn't even talk to me and i was put in the bottom set for everything including drama(even if i am better than everyone else #ovi.) So my life seems bad but i will always know that i have all my Hollywood friends who like me for me. But there was a reason i came back home from Hollywood................................