Try Hard

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Taylors POV

I opened the door slowly and there he is , sleeping peacefully. I sighed and went inside his room. I opened the curtains and looked at Harry who was now stirring around the bed , i smiled. Harry covered his face with his palm and groaned , i went towards him and kissed his forehead , a habit of mine that i do daily since he started living with me , his routine of waking up. Harry removed his palms from his face and tried opening his eyes , after being fully awake he smiled , he motioned me to cuddle with him. Cuddling is a part of his routine too. I rolled my eyes and got into the bed and cuddled with him , my back was facing him , he hugged me tightly and nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck. I smiled and closed my eyes , i could feel him smiling too. 'Your hair smell nice' Harry said , "Well thank you." I said. "Goodmorning , now get up , i have to make breakfast." I said and he chuckled , i got up from the bed and went to the kitchen . I decided to prepare bacon and eggs. After setting up the table , i kept the plates on the table and put bacon and eggs on them. Harry sat on the chair and smiled , i sat across him and we ate in silence . I know what's coming up next.

Harry - So what have you decided ?

Taylor - About what ?

Harry - Selena , Liam , Louis and Eleanor ?

Taylor - Well i don't know who to choose.

Harry just nodded and i washed the plates as we finished. Harry was silent now , i know there's something wrong. I sighed , i went inside my room and sat on the floor in the corner of the room , i burried my face in my hands and cried for hours.

"I don't know who to choose , my courier or my friends , all i ever wanted was fame , and people to know that i am worth it. Selena has always been my boyfriend , Eleanor is someone who cared for me , Louis and Liam are like my brothers and Harry , Harry is the love of my life even tho my feelings for him is vanishing as the time goes by." I thought , i really am so confused. I know who to choose. I know and i am sure now.

I got up and went to my closet . I took out my coat and wore it , i tied my hair into a pony tail and wore my high boots. I cleared my face and went outside my room , Harry was sitting and watching television. "Harry i am going out for something important , i'll come at evening." I said and opened the door , "Where are you going ?" Harry asked me slowing down the volume of the television. "Studio for something important , i am going to tell them what i want." I said and got out of the apartment.

I sat on the couch , Mrs Ruby was sitting infront of me. "So what have you decided." She asked , i sighed and closed my eyes , this is the moment . I have to choose what i always wanted.

I entered my house and there you go , the thing i feared the most. Harry packing his bags , Liam and Louis helping him. Eleanor and Selena packing the things that Harry brought from his money. Tears rolled down my eyes. And then i saw the girl i saw yesterday , Harry's so called girlfriend smiling widely. I sighed and went inside the house. "Thanks Taylor for everything but i guess that's it." Harry said , "What are you trying to say ?" I asked him almost choking.

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Hey guys sorry for not updating lately. I am having exams so i hope you coperate with me ❤️ i'll update Where do broken hearts go after exams ❤️

~CK

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