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Amber's pov
I was in my room not really doing any thing just reading Kaitlin's story over.....and over.......and over again i still dont get it why did she do that it doesn't say why " UGH THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING" i walk out and try to find someone who can help me " MR COKE MAN..UNKNOWN.....MERCY.....BLANK?......PABLO ANYONE!" " amber why are you yelling" " kaitlin where is everyone" " i dont know pablo's in his office" i run to his office and slam the door " pablo i need help" " what is it amber" " i need help with some files..Kaitlin's file" " oh um....ask mr coke man" " oh ok" i walk out and find mr coke man " coke man oh good i need your help" " what is it" " i need to know why kaitlin did suicide it doesn't say" " to know that you need to read her diriy " " WHAT I CANT DO THAT" " its pretty easy she keeps it under her bed" i walk to Kaitlin's room and get her diriy " ok lets see" i flip to to first page Dear Diriy life isnt really treating me well my mom dead my dad is.....abusing me and school......not going good i get picked on every day well today was worst a kid punched me so hard i started to bleed i know i go insane around blood but i had to hold it in and when i got home my dad started being hes abusing self i wish my mom was still alive when i have bad dreams she comes in and helps me not anymore i got used to the dreams....untill it got gory....i still cant sleep seeing blood.....death......destruction......its to much.
What.....thats it...THATS- wait next page
Dear diriy
I dont know how it happened i was going for a walk and ended up at a abanded hospital the dreams come back blood death destruction every where when i open a closet i slump down and cry for my mom i want my mom to open the door and help me i needed to do something cuting my rist isnt enough i need to......die
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Dear diriy
Im in my car and im going to do it i want to write about it im going to drive off a brige and hope for the best.....death im not going to say i regret it i want to die no-one else has this life except me why me TELL ME WHY ME-__---____-------_________-----_
Sorry got mad but still i know no one is going to miss me then...why live...well good bye.....forever
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Dear diriy
Surprise to see me yeah i know but dont me scared well when i died i actually crawled out of the car and wound up at the abanded hospital when i opened the door i saw a weird...thingy i didn't know what to do I was stiff then it spoke its voice was like knifes scratching on a chalk board "hey your a new face and.....I haven had a kill lately " when the thing said kill my body decided to run away but I bumped into someone I crawled away but saw the thing when the.....person walk out " Coke man this is her" I turned around and the thing had a worry look " oh I'm sorry did I scare you" I couldn't talk or find the right the right words I just sat in their as my thoughts filled in my mind why am I here...what's going on.....is this hell....what the fuckng hell is going on....." Is she broke" I got up and for some reason the two people just vanished the Insanity is taking over me when I sat down they appeared again " Kaitlin don't-" this time my body listened to my mind " HOW DO YOU KNOW MY NAME WHATS GOING ON" " calm down ok it's ok" I just felt this weird comfort around the boy like.....that feeling when I'm around my mom......my body just started doing the opposite of what I wanted it to do it started to hug the boy and cried all my sadness....anger.....fear....went away I pulled away......." Kaitlin you've always Wanted to know why your life was like this.....well now you know" I blacked out and woke up in a bed the room was faded purple and the bed shits were black and white where was I I walked out and saw the boy with the tv on today's story is the most horrible car crash in the worlds tallest bridge- " every on thinks your-" Kaitlin Winter was the only one driving this car and police have found no trace of Kaitlin winter " dead" the word cut through my mind " the names Pablo " i Couldn't talk...move......or think right....." I understand why your like this....we all been their" the lights turned off and I can still see him " you know when you hugged me I knew you were going to be hard to turn you to the phycopathic killer you need to be" he looked me with him dead cold eyes " but we're going to make this work right Kaitlin " I nod and then broke into a creepy phycopathic smile
