I want to throw a chair at someone but I also want to lie on the ground and just cry and never talk to anyone again but at the same time I want to talk for hours and the truth is that I wouldn't even hesitate if you'd send me a message but you don't so I just lie on the ground and cry and tell myself that I will never talk to anyone again (I'm waiting for a message from the only person I wanted to talk to) and I know I shouldn't be here because I'm way better off without you but I can't handle this feeling your departure gives me so I try to get you back so that I don't have to handle the feeling (I'd rather be fake happy because this feeling is way too real for me)
~ @iluvwandee on twitter ~
