downhill // Josh Dun Fanfiction

one

here I am. bleeding in the bathtub again. I've gone downhill.. again. my life is over with anyways. nobody cares. who would miss me if I were to go that far? nobody.
I think to myself.

I wash my hair and get out of the tub.
I pull on a sweatshirt and some denim shorts.
I brushed out my wet hair and sat on the couch to put on once upon a time.

then my phone rings. Tyler. My best friend since we were kids.

"what" I answer.

"I've found a band mate! can I come over?" he said ecstatic.

I giggled. "sure, why not?"

"okay. be there in ten." he said.

I hung up and put on a bit of makeup.
about fifteen minutes after the call, I heard a knock on the door.
I opened the door and saw Tyler and a tall, pink haired boy. he had a nose ring and tattoos covering his right arm.
"hi, I'm Analise." I smiled at the pink haired boy.

"Hello, I'm Josh." he said shyly.

"hey shithead, close your mouth, you're drooling." Tyler laughed tugging on a piece of my damp hair.

"TYLER!" I exclaimed punching his arm.

"that was cute." Tyler smiled.

I rolled my eyes.

"what do guys want to do?" I asked sitting on the couch.

"I don't know" they said in sync.

"well then.. how about watch a movie or something?" I asked.

"sure! can Jenna come over?" Tyler asked.

"Yes, please. It'd be wonderful to have another girl here, plus I know you guys haven't been dating long but I really like her!" I replied.

"me too. like, a lot." Tyler said hiding his face.

I giggled and went into my room to grab a few movies.

oh my god, that josh boy is so cute. and that pink hair oh my god... should I sit by him when Jenna gets here? I should. I will. okay Ana. you can do this. I thought reassuring myself. I changed into a plain black Tshirt and grabbed a few blankets for us all.

when I walked back into my living room, Jenna and Tyler were sitting on one side of the couch and Josh alone on the other. Jenna only lives like, two minutes away so she got here fast.
I put in 'if I stay' and sat next to Josh. I was very tensed up wondering how he felt for half of the movie.
should I be closer to him? what if he doesn't like me? he wouldn't ever like someone like m-
my own thoughts were cut off by Josh putting his arm around me. I scooted closer into him and looked up to see him smiling at me.
I looked over at Tyler and Jenna to see them both smirking at me.

the movie ended and I couldn't get up. Josh fell asleep on my head and he was too cute and peaceful to wake up.

Jenna got up and turned the lights on to see my dilemma.
"oh my gossssshhhh! that is SO cute! I need to tweet this." Jenna exclaimed.

"oh my gosh, Jenna" I laughed covering my face.

she snapped the picture and tweeted it.
I got my phone out of my back pocket slowly and found and followed Josh on Twitter. as I was putting my phone back in my pocket, Josh woke up.

"shit" Josh stretched.

"sorry, I fell asleep." he laughed.

"I know, it's cool." I smiled at him getting up.

"UH, Josh, hey me and Jenna are going to head out.. you coming with?" Tyler asked.

"Um, if it's okay I wanna stay a bit longer, I drove my car here so it's all good. have fun guys." Josh said.

"yeah, it's cool we can chill a bit." I said.
I hugged Ty and Jenna bye and shut and locked the door.

"Analise.." Josh said.

"yes..?" I asked.
oh god what is this stranger doing? he's so cute.. what if he format actually like me? uggggghhhhhhhhh

"if you don't mind me asking, can I um, see your arm?" he asked shyly

"Josh, I.. I can't show you.."

"I noticed during the movie.. whatever's going on I-"

"yeah, yeah, it's not worth it yeah, I know I've heard it all before.. you can go now."

"um, Ana, no.. I was going to say I will try to fix it. I will try to fix you. I know you don't know me but this sounds ridiculous but, as soon as I laid eyes on you, something clicked. I don't want you to harm yourself. you're way to beautiful and I know times are tough but, if you let me.. I can walk you through them."

I stood there blankly for a minute.
"wow.. nobody has ever said anything like that to me..... Josh, can I see your arm?"

"yeah, there's nothing to see." he said showing me both arms.

"it's on your legs, isn't it?"

he looked down ashamed.
"how did you know?"

"I don't know, I felt it. I saw it in your eyes." I said.

I turned his face to look at mine.
I crashed my lips on his and pulled back.
"although I feel as if I've known you forever, how about we sit down and get to know eachother?" I smiled at him.

"sure." he replied smiling. the