Deans POV:
I waited patiently for a call from him, it's been months. Why hasn't he called already, I should be out looking for him. "Sam, I'm going out to look for cas." "Dean, you're not gonna find him. You know this you've been out looking for him for weeks. Just give it time." Sam can't even begin to understand my need for Cas.
I walk out of the Bunker before Sam can stop me. "I'll find him" I think to myself I have to. The leviathans can't take him from me, he's mine. I start up Baby and start to drive down the road not knowing where I'm going or how to look for him I've already tried everything.
I see something laying in the road ahead of me and stop the car almost immediately as I realize what it is. "Please dont be his trench coat" I think to myself. I pick it up, a piece of me breaking inside as I see all the blood. I instantly start looking for Cas, he can't be hurt. I'm not even going to think about him being dead. He can't be.
I search for hours until I'm exhausted and I can't look anymore. I make my way back to the impala, as soon as I turn the corner I see someone sitting on the hood of Baby. I start to yell at this person until he turns around with these piercing blue eyes.
"Dean" Cas whispers.....I'm sorry guys I'm shit at writing fanfiction this is my first try so don't judge me too harshly and try to enjoy!!!!