One day I will leave the world, leaving my loved ones behind.
One day I will end everything, once and for all.
One day life will be washed away, like nothing ever happened.
It's too late to go back now, cause the past is in the past.
As much as I want to let go, I can't leave anyone.
I want to suffer and feel the pain, of what it's like to be in this hideous life.
I know I've let people down, and I've done no good to people.
But I can easily fix that, I'll just disappear, forever and ever. I'll never return.
I'm sure people would love that. Not having to put up to my crap.
I can be such a mess. I am such a mess. I do no good to people.
I've hurt people, I've hurt myself, and I don't wanna hurt anymore.
Why don't I just end it all and go away this one time.
Some people don't even care about my well-being.
Just go away, and leave me alone.
I know I'm not perfect, but I'm not changing myself to be someone else.
Sometimes I just feel empty inside, all blacked out.
I give up so easily, and just stop caring.
Am I here today to suffer and shed my pain. Why am I here.
All the bullshit people say, I can't bear it.
All the fakes out there, I can't handle it all.
All the haters that exist, leave me alone. Please.
No one knows... No one knows what I go through and been through.
It might be a phase, I just don't know what it is.
I wish... I just wish... I could be important, and feel important, in any way.
Sadly, life is too complicated.
There's nothing to live for anymore.
We live in a crazy world.
