Behind closed doors

chapter 9 behind closed doors :)

I picked the song who knew for this chapter, its kind of from Sophie’s P.o.v, not the chapter, but the song. You will see more of her threw out the chapters J in case you couldn’t tell she is a bit psycho.

I took your words and I believed

In everything you said to me

Yeah huh, that’s right

If someone said 3years from now

You’d be long gone

Id stand up and punch them out

Cause they are all wrong

I know better

Cause you said forever

and ever, who knew??

Chapter 9

Ryan’s P.o.v.

I cant believe she slapped her. She did nothing wrong. She was just running late to class, Sophie did not need to slap her, and its all my fault…

(( back in the hallway))

As I was walking Sophie to class she was acting really clingy. She just kept grabbing on to my arm giving all my other “girl” friends hateful glares, as they said hi to me.

“Hey Ryan!” Samantha said, “good morning”.

 “ hey Sam,” I replied happily with the brightest smile I could muster up this early in the morning. “ how’s you morning going.”

 I could feel Sophie’s body tense and hold on to me tighter.

 “ my mornings been go-”

“ Ryan,” Sophie interrupted, “ were going to be late for class why don’t you save the small talk for someone worth it.”

“Sophie” I replied in shock, just as Sam replied.

“ No barbies right, who am I to interrupt your morning with her, you have all the friends you need connected to your arm how could you want anything more. O wait I forget FAKE doesn’t get you anywhere but wrinkly and broke.”

 and with that she walked away. Sophie tugged at my arm as a sign to keep walking but I pulled her back when everyone else had started entering there classes.

 “Sophie, we got to talk.” I looked into her blue eyes and knew right away she knew what I was going to say.

“ No, Ryan, you do not break up with me, if anything I break up with you, no one has ever ended it with me!!”

 “ soph, I know your angry, but its just not working for me.”

“ don’t you pull that bullshit on me. We have been going out for almost 3 years Ryan. I know you better than anyone its that Sam girl isn’t it.”

 Now she was beginning to irritate me. One it was not 3 years we have been dating for a week, and hooking up for 3 years, she just finally begged me to make it official, though I knew I shouldn’t of from the start, she’s always been clingy rude and annoying. And second it is not Sam. Sam is my friend. I would do anything for her but we were not together and I did not possess those types of feelings for her: At all.

 “no its not Sam. Im sorry Sophie, your hot you will find someone else by the end of the day.”

ok so it was a little harsh to sublimely call her a slut, but she’s so dense she wouldn’t know.

 “ well, duh, of course I could, but im head cheerleader, and your head of everything manly, it just fits that were together. Damn it Ryan don’t you get it, our parents have even been planning our damn wedding”’

 “Sophie I like someone else, I might even love her.”

and to no avail here comes alex walking down the hall looking like she wished she turned around sooner. God, she looks good today. I remember that dress, my mom got it for her when she first moved in, I knew alex would never admit to it, but she loved the dress, and it looked amazing on her, she looked like a goddess. Her tan legs looking darker than usual with all the muscle on them.

“ RYAN!”

I don’t think that’s the first time Sophie’s called my name, I acknowledge her and notice the look of disgust in her face.

“ oh god, Ryan, really? SHES YOUR FUCKING STEP SISTER!! Your dumping me over her??!!? What the hell is your problem your gross omg, I cant wait to tell everyone that Ryan is into incest.”

that’s it I cant take this fake bitch any longer, I can tell my hands are already fisted, but I would never hit a girl, no matter how annoying they are. I went to defend myself, but Sophie was already in her face. I have no idea what the hell she was saying until the ending its like I just fazed out. All I caught was,

“ And I don’t care what you think you have going on with him he is mine!!” and than the slap.

 I felt the air leaving my lungs and my body constricting trying to grasp for more air, but it wouldn’t come. All I could feel was the rage bubbling inside me. Why cant girls just be like boys and let it go now Alex is getting slapped for nothing. I walked over to Alex as soon as Sophie walked away and asked if she was ok. I was afraid she wasn’t, but than she finally replied to my question. I ahte when it takes her almost 5 minutes to answer one damn question. She knew it annoyed me. But when she looked up her eyes captured me. The beautiful hazel color dulled as the confusion conflicted upon her face.  But I couldn’t let her know what I really thought about her I mean sophies right she is my step sister, it’s a bit wrong to think of family, blood or not, as more. It kills me, I hate my fucking mom sometimes. So instead I insulted her

 “… I hate that dress”

and I walked away leaving alex to wonder what the hell happened. Like I give a shit, she is so helpless sometimes, I cant stand it I have to get this girl off my mind, its wrong.. Ill just go find a one night stand at brads party tonight, and forget all about it.