he's on top of me.
We're in the back seat of my car.
It's 1am.
I could feel his chest pressed up against mine.
"Fuck", I still haven't kissed him yet,
I need to make my move so we can be official, I thought to my self.
We had been hanging out at the mall after a long day of working at our local surf shop,and somehow we ended up fooling around in my car.
I had been flirting with this handsome
Brunette , named jai, since I got hired, and now my wildest work related sexual fantasy was coming true.
The next thing that happened in my car was something I regretted to this day.
But first let me tell you a little bit about jai...
He was 5 feet and 74 inches of pure hotness.i mean this guy was a fucking 10/10 under any girls standards.all the bitches at my work tried getting with him, but he wouldn't agree to hang out with them. He would just flirt with them a little bit then throw them into the depths of the FRIENDZONE.
HE WAS THAT KIND OF GUY.
But I wouldn't put up with that. I saw the way he acted and I made it my goal to NOT be one of those girls whom he rejects.
He didn't make it easy though.often times,I would ask him to hang out and he would tell me that he was busy or that he had another date that night.
All bullshit excuses of course,which I found out later.
I was being tested.
He knew what I was about, so he made me work for it.
He had wit, I liked that.
He was an awesome guy who could stand on his own two feet, I liked that.
And after weeks of "GAMING" he agreed to get ice cream with me after work one night.
Keep in mind this was a dream come true for me.
Scoring a date with the hottest guy
You've ever seen is what most girls dream of. And he was the type of guy to make you think "HOLY SHIT.
HE is going on a date with ME.
Okay okay --- lets get back to him being on top of me.
We had Been feeling each other up,
Stealing each others phones, and playing games with each other that was making the sexual tension BUILD and BUILD.
At this point he literally climbed on top of me in the back seat of my car.
And I had to just wait for the perfect moment to make my move and kiss him.
At this point we had been messing around in the car for thirty minutes. I
Knew he wouldn't wait for me forever,so I became anxious.
I waited and waited but the perfect moment hadn't come yet. I could tell he was starting to get annoyed that I hadn't kissed him yet.
Then when I least expected it,a perfect moment came.
Our faces were 2 inches away from each other.
It was dead silent.
I looked into those stunning brown eyes and saw God.
And then he was gone...
In that moment, nothing happened because I didn't do anything, and shit doesn't just magically happen.
He was more then tired of my pansy-ness.
"Um... I have to go" he said
By the time I got out of my car to say goodby the was out of sight.
The next thing I see is his red Ferrari driving away with my dignity.
Going to work after that was like torture.every time I saw him it just reminded me of my failure.
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