false love (a Harry Styles fanfiction)

chapter 1

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*Harrys POV*

Finally, home from tour. It’s been amazing, probably the best year of my life, but I miss my family and friends. And Emma, of course. She’s an old family friend, but I only started to get feelings towards her just before we went on tour, and I didn’t have the guts to tell her by then, but I will today.

Niall knocked on my shoulder.

“Harry? Are you ok?” He asked.

“Yeah I’m just…” I started but he interrupted me.

“You’re thinking of Emma?” He asked with a playful smile, and I blushed

“No I just… oh well… yeah. I have no idea how to tell her” I shook my head.

“Tell her what?” Niall shouted. We were in an airplane, so someone hushed him. He mouthed a sorry to her and I rolled my eyes.

“how I feel, smartypants” I muttered.

“Oh but it’s easy. You just show her. You pull her up to your room, and kiss her. How hard can that be?” He said.

“It’s not like that this time Niall… And what if she doesn’t like me. I’d like make her kiss me” I said and ran my fingers through my hair.

“Who doesn’t like you?” He said and rolled his eyes.

“Niall… We’ve known each other for almost our whole lives, and never had feelings for each other. I don’t know what happened to make me open my eyes and see that I really loved her” I sighed.

“Harry you just said the solution yourself. You have to open her eyes. You have to make her fall in love with you. I know anyone can’t resist you once you’ve started” Niall smiled.

“Thanks, bro. I’ll try my best”

“It’s gonna work”

“We’ll see”

The flight landed and we went to pick up our bags from a private room, and we walked out. Hundreds of fans were screaming when they saw us. It’ll always be as overwhelming. I was searching in the crowd for my family, and saw Liams mum waving at us.

“Liam” I shouted, trying to get myself heard over all the screaming fans. He turned to look at me and I pointed at his family. He smiled widely and ran over to them. I kept looking around, and finally, I saw Emma’s mum, Luna. I walked over to her and gave her a quick hug. I looked a little to the left and saw Emma standing there, smiling. I smiled back at her and went to hug her.

“I’ve missed you” I mumble into her neck.

“I’ve missed you too. Glad you’re back” She said and pushed me away, with a little questioning look. I turned around and saw mum running towards me. She wrapped me in her welcoming arms and kissed me all over my face.

“Whoah, mum… Yeah I missed you too” I said and laughed. She pulled away as a few fans ran up to me and asked for a picture.

“Sure, loves, but quickly. As you probably know I’ve been on tour the last months so I just want to get home” I said and smiled into the camera lens beside a crying girl. I hugged her and did the same to the other girls.

We were all sat in our car, driving home. Emma and Luna were coming over too.

“So Harry, what are you planning on doing the next weeks?” Luna asked.

“Well, we’re having a few concerts here and there and maybe start writing a little bit on our new album” I said and smiled.

“What’s the new album called again?” Mum asked.

“Where we are” I said. Mum looked on the road and blinked a few times. “What’s wrong mum?” I asked when she didn’t say anything.

“It’s just that… I don’t really know where you are all the time and it makes me sad and that title just reminds me of that… but at the same time I’m so happy for you, living your dream that you wanted since you were two” She smiled through her tears.

“Oh mum” I said and put my hand on her shoulder. Luna was sitting beside her on the front seat, so I had to try comforting her from the back.

We arrived home and sat down on the couch and had some coffee. I didn’t like coffee, though, so I drank tea. I sat a little bit closer to Emma than usual, and she seemed to notice. She kept sending me questioning looks, but at the same time keeping the conversation up. I was just distracted and tired so I didn’t even say anything.

“I think I’m going to bed” I mumbled and stood up.

“Okay honey. Seeya tomorrow then” Mum said and kissed me on the cheek before I went up stairs.

I sat down on my bed and pulled out my phone. I wasn’t giving up on Emma yet. I texted her a quick message

Come up to my room. I need to talk to you

Harry

I didn’t have to wait long for the reply

I’ll be there in five

Emma

And as she said, five minutes later she came up, via the toilet so mum and Luna wouldn’t suspect anything.

“What’s up?” She asked. “You’ve been staring at me all night, almost sitting in my lap, blushing always when I asked you something…”

“Yeah that’s what I’m about to… talk about” I stood up. She lifted one eyebrow.  I took a deep breath.

“How long have we known each other?” I asked.

“For like 16 years, why?” She said

 “I was just wondering…” I mumbled and stepped a little closer to her.

“Harry…” She started but I put my finger on her soft lips.

“you wanted to know what’s up” I murmured and leant in and kissed her gently on her lips. First, she was a bit stiff, but she softened soon. Her hands fell down from my chest. Well, at least she wasn’t stopping me. I tried to deepen the kiss but regretted it immediately. I was going too fast. She pushed me away and closed her eyes.

“Harry that’s…” She started but couldn’t continue.

“I’m sorry I didn’t find an easier way to tell you” I said and sat down on the bed again, hiding my face in my hands.

“It’s ok I just… I’ve never been kissed like that before” She said.

“But… you have been kissed, right?”

“unfortunately yes” She said slowly.

“Wanna talk about it?” I asked and she sighed and sat down beside me on the bed.

“I was… I was once nearly raped. It was… I don’t know who it was. He wore a mask. It was a few months ago… I was outside the store, waiting for mum to come out, and suddenly someone put his hand over both my mouth and my nose. I couldn’t breathe so I passed out. I woke up behind the store, and he was grinding up to me. He kissed me roughly and…” She swallowed “and mum found me, and saved me. I’ve been to a therapist once in two weeks, to get over it and she’s really understanding. She told me once that she was raped, and that’s why she wanted to become a therapist because she knew which questions would hurt the most of that I’d hate so yeah I love visiting her” She said and smiled.

“Emma… why haven’t you told me this earlier?” I asked in chock.

“Because I wanted you to enjoy your time on tour” She said. “But I think I got to go now, I wouldn’t be on the toilet for this long” She said, patted me on my shoulder and walked out.

Well, that was an eventful first kiss.