Living on the Sidelines

Chapitre 1

"Zac Gregory, who is your latest victim?"

"Zac! Are you and Sophia Robb dating?"

"Zac Gregory, Is it true that your newest album will be released?"

"Is Ariana Grande your current fling?"

Cameras flashing, Crowds wild and screaming, Paparazzi's everywhere. This is the world where I live in. The world where every one else would die to be in. Luxurious hotels, fancy restaurants, cool cars and hot chicks, it's all there and I couldn't ask for more, well that's what every male being would say if they were in my position but not me, certainly not me. 

I sighed. People don't really care about what you say and what you do as long as it's scandalous and it satisfies the crowd. They make stories about you and they don't care if it's bad or good as long as it sells. As for everyone, Don't believe everything the internet says, it's not all true.  Most of it are fallacies actually.

I was headed downtown to BGC records. The company that made this all happen. It took me almost thirty minutes to arrive at the main office of the company due to the crowd outside. Good thing Hector was with me (he's my manager and personal bodyguard i guess).  I am pretty much use to the crowds but it doesn't take the fact that I am practically pissed off. Everyone was smiling and waving at me. Taking pictures here and there, and I was here yesterday! this frustrates me even more. Like seriously people, Get a life!

But out of all the days that I encounter going to the company, this was the one day that I'll never forget. I saw someone. A girl. At the end of the hallway. She was walking towards me.She glances at me. I smiled. And there I was looking like an absolute idiot grinning from ear to ear, but she passes through me with her head down like I was not even there at all.

I was stunned.

I was totally having a conversation with myself,

"didn't she see me?" 

"of course she did!"

"But why didn't she notice me?"

"Maybe she doesn't know you!"

"WHAT?! everybody knows me!  I am Zac Freaking Gregory!"

"Ugh, you and your big head!"

I try to focus myself with work. I am having this album launch, a movie proposal, and a plan of a concert tour. What more can I ask for. As I was listening to Ariana Grande's new single Focus, I realized that I was not focus at all. That girl from the hallway kept creeping in to my brain. I decided to take her out of my thinking zone and focus because she is not good for me.