Locked Out Of Heaven

The Fight

I finally left my room to see no one home. I was really confused, I don't no where they have gone. The phone started ringing, it was the home phone but I didn't know the number, so I picked it up hesitantly

"Hello?" I said awkwardly.

"HELLO is this Dharma?" They mumbled back.

"Yes who is this?" I said in a very confused tone.

" IT'S JAMES!" He sounded really happy to hear my voice. "Before you hang up hear me out." He said really wanting me to stay on the phone.

But before he could say anything else I hung up, I really don't feel like hearing anymore lies right now!

I quickly made some bacon and layed on the couch and put on a really scary movie.

***

It had been about an hour since I got out of my room and the girls had jus finally arrived home.

"Where have you girls been?" I said quietly.

Indi saw me and ran up to give me a hug. All the other girls came and hugged me as well.

"We just went shopping And we got you some new stuff!" Coral told me in her hyper voice.

"Like?" I said with a little smirk.

"Velvet black pants a moron cut off shirt and black docs!!" Mia said hoping it would get me off the thought of James.

"I love you girls so much but I have some news" I sad losing my smirk.

"Like WHAT?" They all said at the same time.

"James called on his home phone and I didn't know the number so I picked it up and I hung up straight away" I said waiting for a response.

"Why didn't you hear him out you could of got the truth?" Indi said with that being the only thing that popped in her head.

"Because he lied to me right to my face and over the phone how do I know he isn't lying again? I need to see him say it face to face, straight into my eyes." I explained.

"OK that's a good thing because he is coming over at 5:00pm." Hannah said trying to be positive

"WAIT WHAT WHO TOLD HIM HE COULD COME HERE?" I barked at them.

"I did." Mia said in a really soft voice while raising her hand.

"WHY?" I said still very angry them all.

"Because he needs to explain him self to you, you guys can't fight forever! Especially with us being close with the other lads. You just have to face the music." She replied back.

I sighed loudly and ran up to my bedroom locking the door behind me. I was angry. Not because they did the wrong thing, they were right.

I hid under my blanket with my phone on tumbler and twitter, indi came in with me and sat with me. The girls pick locked my door, when I say girls I mean Coral. They brought me food, fed me like a baby and I tried on my new clothes trying to forget about James coming.

The door bell rung and I ran up to my room because I didn't want to see him but Hannah let him in and led him to my room, I was trying not to look at him.

"Hi Dharma" He spoke after Hannah shut the door quietly.

"Leave me alone, Please!" I yelled.

"I need to talk to you." James told me looking like he was nearly crying.

"There is nothing I want to hear from you" I said while hiding under my blanket.

"OK, just let me say what I want to say and then you can choose what you want me to do!" He said hoping I would let him speak. "I know I said that I had to do some band stuff and I did lie because I didn't want to hurt you but that didn't work but the reasons I needed some time to get something straight, before I met you their was this girl I was seeing but when you came into my life I was going to finish things with her but I didn't know how to. So I needed a few days!!" He said worried I would never want to see him again.

He was about to leave but I needed to know more.

"Why wouldn't you tell me??" I belted at him.

"Because I didn't want to hurt you!" James said answering my question.

"Well that didn't work did it, James look at me do I look like someone who hasn't been hurt?"I said trying not to yell at him.

"I know I have hurt you. I don't know what to say to you anymore... so I am going to leave and give you some more time call me if you want to talk but I am gonna call in a few days, OKAY bye. I love you, hope you change your mind" He said in the sweetest voice and lent down to me kissing my forehead.

I heard the door shut from my room, so I ran down stairs to tell the girl but turns out they heard everything, I see that indi wasn't there so I ask them were she is and they have no idea, the I here someone behind me, "I might have been under your bed the whole time!"

"I think I'm gonna call him tomorrow so we can talk when I am not that angry, what do you think girls?"

"I reckon that is a great idea Dharma" Mia said giving me a tight, reasurring hug.

It's been 1 day since I yelled at him so I give him a call.