5 years ago I met my best friend Dan Howell.
3 years ago he told me he was gay.
2 years ago we moved in together in a London flat.
10 months ago I learnt I had a crush on Dan.
8 months ago we started a colab channel on YouTube.
5 months ago I came out to Dan and our to friends Pj and Chris as gay.
3 months ago I told Pj I was in love with Dan.
2 months ago I started debating telling Dan how I felt about him.
1 and a half months ago I found out Pj had asked out Dan.
and hour after I found Dan told me they were going on a date that night.
That night I stayed home crying watching Degrassi re-runs.
1 month ago they broke up.
3 weeks ago I found out that Pj had forced Dan into doing some stuff he didn't want to do, he wouldn't tell me what.
2 weeks ago Dan came into my room during the night and told me he loved me.
1 week ago I told him I felt the same.
6 days ago we went on our first date.
5 days ago I had to take Dan to the hospital during the night.
4 days ago I found out he had an anxiety attack.
3 days ago I brought Dan home.
2 days ago e told me he was having a nightmare about the night Pj made him do something bad.
That same night I found out it happened many times.
