Nobody's Hero (black veil brides)

chapter 11

***Audrey's POV***

The second I said I love you too Andy's face lit up and he was smiling his amazing smile. He leaned down and kissed my forehead.

"how can you still love me?" I asked after a few minutes of us just staring at each other. "why wouldnt I!?" he asked with a shocked expression.

"beacause I put myself here. I'm worthless. All I do is sit here and try to kill myself. I don't deserve you" I said on the verge of tears. I tried to not cry because I hate crying but it was really hard(A/N: Lmao cx that's what she said)

I felt a tear escape and Andy wiped it away with his thumb. "Dont say that. I'm the one that doesn't deserve you. Your so beautiful and everything I would ever want. Your not worthless. It's my fault your here. I should've told you who was texting me" he said and held my hand.

"its not your fault. At all, but who did text you?" I asked a little hesitantly. "Juliet. She wanted to get back together with me. i ofcorse said no and that i was taken. i didnt want you to get stressed out so i decided to tell you after the show alone. I'm so sorry Audrey. i should've just told you right then" Andy explained on the verge of tears.

"Andy. Its okay. Its not your fault. Its-" i started. "yes it is, Its all my fault. you almost died because of my stupid mistake" Andy said now crying. "Andrew Dennis Biersack! IT is not your fault. Its mine for making the stupid decision and not trusting my loyal boyfriend. I love you Andy. and what i did was really dumb" i said hugging Andy.

"I love you too Audrey" he said and kissed me. Right then the doctor walked in looking down at his clipboard. "okay, ms.pierce, everything seems to be running right. im gonna have to ask you a few questions though. Alone" I said looking at Andy.

"can he please stay!? I kinda panick without him around" i said blushing. Andy looked at me and kissed my forehead. "sure, but evrything stays between us" he said with a wink. "okay," he started and sat down on one of those rolly chairs "why did you try to commit scuicide?" he asked looking at me sympathetically.

"its sortta a long story. like back to my childhood long" i said looking down. "well, i've got time" he said smiling. "well, back when i was 13 my dad died. me and my dad were very close so it was devastating. I guess my mom didn't handle it very well because she started drinking and having sex with random guys. i was always scared to go downstairs because i thought they would rape me. well one day, my mom came home with no guys and i said "no one was desperate anymore?". i dont know why i said it but she wasnt happy. she beat me until i passed out. when i woke up she wasnt home so i went to my room and cried. i was online and saw something about how kids were cutting themselves to releive the pain so i tried it...and it helped. After that day my mom beat me all the time. sometimes just cause she was bored. Well a week or two ago i finally ran away from her hell and he found me" i said pointing at Andy.

"him and the best band in the world took me in and i've been staying with them. i finally felt loved. Well me and Andy started dating and i thought he was cheating on me with his ex. i couldnt handle anymore pain and i didnt wanna end up un-loved again. so i just, attemted scuicide hoping it would take all my pain away" i said still looking down.

"i understand. i used to feel like that. I think everyone goes through a fase of depression. some people, for them it doesnt end. im going to perscribe some pills that you can take when you feel depressed or are having scuicidal thoughts" he said writing somethiong down on his clipboard.

"when can i leave?" i asked finally looking up. "tomarrow. I'm going to keep you over night" he said smiling at me. "you be good to her" he said to Andy. "ofcorse" he said and shook his hand. When the doctor left i slowly layed down. "you want me to get the guys? so they can see you?" Andy asked looking down at me.