Moving On

Black is all that I see...

Authors note:
Please re read the last chapter (closure) I edited it all earlier on and added stuff on, just incase you get confused okay...

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The release day of  'The Black' music video...

Denis: "yo Ben wake up"......"Ben...ben"

Ben: "Denis I'm up bloody hell...shout me any louder, mate?"

Denis: "sorry benj..I th..I thought you were still asleep...my bad...but you know you kinda need to be awake B Bruce"

Ben: "I know, I know I'm up...you're like a little kid on Christmas Jesus Christ Denis..."

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Denis's POV:

I can tell when Ben is anxious or nervous or you know...stressed out. I don't know what it is but I could tell by his actions aka he's running his fingers through his hair and biting his lip pretty damn hard...he worries me when he's in this state but I'm sure he knows I'm here for him, well I hope he knows that anyway.

"Benj? Are you okay dude?"  I asked him in soft voice, placing my hand gently on his shoulder, looking down in his eyes judging his mood.

"I guess so mate...I'm just worried what the feedback is gonna be like...I hope I haven't disappointed any of the fans"  he responded to me in a sigh of relief, as if it was a weight been lifted of his chest.

"It's okay Benji...they're our family, I'm sure they'll enjoy it and hey if not we had fun right?" I nudged him playfully trying to lighten his mood up.

"I know..." Ben chuckled slightly. "I guess I was to busy focusing on the negative side, ignore me Denis i always do this but I'm okay so don't worry about me." i could tell he's kinda okay now he's spoke to someone about how he feels.

I stood up with the force of my hand pulling on Ben's hands gently,  I grabbed a fresh pair of clothes before heading to the bathroom to get ready. After about 20 minutes coming back out to Ben smiling.

"All yours dude" I chuckled stepping aside for Ben to go in the bathroom.

"Mate, you realise if I wanted the bathroom I would come in with you I don't care" Ben shared before winking at me.

"My bad I thought you were waiti-" I responded to Ben before getting cut off by my words and been interrupted with Ben's words "sweet of you but no I just thought I'd wait for you cause I'm lonely and everyone else are lazy fuckers and asleep" he laughed in the sentence, smiling at me cutely.

 

"Can we go get food Denis?"  Ben asked me as if it was actually a question... I responded almost immediately with a short and quick "of course I want a McDonald's Benj"

Ben's POV:

Aw he gets so excited at little things, he's adorable and I can't take my eyes off him, how is it possible this man has actually saved my life..stop it Ben you're gonna drool soon ugh...

"Cmon Denis lets go dude" i shouted and lazily chucked on some fresh clothes and my boots before looking up at him "you ready yet Ukrainian angel?" 

I smirked to myself noticing his face flush pink at the nickname I gave him.

"I'm always ready B Bruce"

Fucking hell the way he says some of these bloody nicknames he gives me I think I'm in love, I thought to myself.

"Right come on then dickhead" I chuckled and offered my hand to him again. "Shall we dance in death tonight my dear?" I laughed at him noticing if he got my joke, laughing louder as he joined in.

Finally a guy that gets my humour.

We both headed down to the local McDonald's to get something off of the breakfast menu, Denis was hovering over me from behind, breathing on the back of my neck, I bite my lip fighting a Boner.

"Denis pick something off that menu?" I pointed up at the menu, watching up at him as he picked out something.

Denis: "okay dude"