You're killing me

The First Night

"What is wrong with me, how could I be so stupid. I could of just took the stupid bus but no you wanted to take the scenic route. Well look what happens Peru! your mom is going to kill me."
He walks in with a cup of water and some McDonald's.
"Well there are two ways to stay alive." He said
He grabbed my hand and started to tie rope around it and to the other.
I didn't say anything because if I did I would have been punished by the belt. The belt is a long leather belt with spikes.
I spent the night crying and trying to sleep but I couldn't. The sound of the woods and my crying was to much to sleep.
The next few days I started to create a plan to escape but I couldn't, he was always with me during the day and at night I'm tied up to the wall.
The days were long and scary, I am filled with so much fear that one day he would kill me the first thing in the morning.
But one day things changed, he grabbed me,put a scarf over my eyes and brought me to the main house.
"This is our home" he said while opening the door.
"OUR HOME!!!" I screamed closing the door and screaming for help.
"SHUTUP OR THE BELT IS COMING!"
I shut up and and apologized for my actions with the fear of going back in the shed.
He brought me to his bedroom, well our bedroom now.
"This is where I will sleep, you will sleep on the wall."
The wall had metal chains and a pillow on the floor.
I said waiting for the right moment to speak.
" Are you going to kill me?"