Okay, on my old account people liked to ask me why I was so depressed. I just wanted to tell you-
to fuck off.
If I wanted you to know I'd tell you. I am willing to tell you that I have crushes on a couple of people. ^_^
Ashley is absolutely infatuating, and is the most lovely and wonderful I have ever met. She deals with a lot, so don't give her any shit. She knows me pretty well, I think, and she always is there to comfort me when I want to cry. I try to be there for her as well, although I'm not good at helping. I relate to her with a lot of my problems. She has always been there, and I swear I will always be there for her. Even as a crutch. I can't imagine not having her in my life... She is my everything. I feel bad sometimes because I wont be able to help as much as I used to. But, she's on here too so be sure to PM her. It'll be worth it.
Chandler... is almost completely different. He is a drug dealer, does them himself, was in jail the last time I knew and he's a complete asshole to everyone. But, once you get to know him he is sweet, and loving boy. He was the only person, including my three best friends who knew I cut and tried to stop me. I was clean for about a month (or until he left). He didn't have a good life, so I understand why he was a jerk at times. Slendy (brubber oh dear) was his friend but when he found out we were together he shut him out comeletely. It angered Cheeto a bit, but I was there to vent to, so... I love him a lot. Way more than I thought I would. Its funny actually. The first time we met I cussed him out. And I ended up loving him. XD I just wish he was here... I would tell him...
ALSO THE PERSON I AM ABOUT TO MENTION I HATE
ACE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. I DO NOT PRETEND TO BE PEOPLE AND UGHHHHH I HATE YOUUUUUU. SPLENDO THA FUCKA IS REAL. HE IS STILL FABULOUS TOO, OKAY. OKAY?!
K thats it... Bye.
