Will it ever matter

One day

I do not fit
They're not like me
I'm not like them
The only thing we share
Is our blood
But every time they're
Having fun
Joking around
And I try saying something
Which I think of as funny
I'm rude
I'm weird
It doesn't make sense
So I don't belong
But I keep trying
I have the rest of my life to share with them
And it would be so amazing
If there would be one day
Even if it were just once
That I can feel like I do belong
And they laugh about the joke
Instead of
Laughing about me