gasping for air

my lungs are filling up with air. but soon again my air is gone. im.out of breathe running from what i called home. a man chasing me through the fog in the forest , i dont know what he is after but i sure in hell am not stopping to ask. i take a look back and see him with a gun not watching where i am going i fall trying to let my emotions go so i can back up and be strong. he grabs my arm with the gun pointed to ny head his voice so deep and so frighten he speaks out and say"delilaih marie?" in a confused tone

"what to you want " i barked back in a rude tone that may piss him off. "shut up" he yells as he slaps me in the face. the sting was unbarable, the heat i can feel in my face , i lift my elbow up and hooked him in the moutb then grabbed his head and hit it to my knee twice until i saw the gun has been dropped. i let go of him immediatly running towars the gun but as soon as i turn around he is right there he upper cut me the jabbed me in the nose then once again in the mouth. i feel to the ground where he grabed the gun and pointed to my head " he said ive been watching.you for months now,ill know your next move hun." i spit in his face i snarled "dont call me hun. " he grabbed my chin pulled it towards his face and kissed me i bit his lip thats when hr hit me again. then he grabed my arm and draged me to a camp site . there was a cabin. where he took me and locked me in the basement

im crying now cause i know im going to die. i know the city is a few miles away i can here the cars. maybe if i scream someone will come. or then again maybe they wont.

he pushed me down a flight of stairs. he yelled towards me " heres your new home bitch" i stayed up all night figuring ways to escape. but not one window in the basement. i see a bed and a tv and some old dolls in tge left coner towards the back wall and then i look towards the right i see boxes alot of boxes. now i know for sure im in the basement. i look in the boxes ans i find a pocket knife i went to grab it when the door.opened i ran and crawled under the bed. he yells down as he is coming down stairs. "deliliah.... deli .... leahh.. i got a treat for you" im still hiding i can feel my breathes getting heavier as he comes cloer all of a sudden silents ... then he grabs my hair and pulls me out from under the bed he grabs me by my thighs and picks me up. and lays me on the bed putting tape on my mouth abd rope around my hands i cant move he puts a needle in my arm and drugs me. he starts riping my clothes off as he unbuttons his pants i kick him in the face thats when he beat the shit out of me leaving bruise up and down my body, in a calm voice he says" read for your treat deli" as he is reaveling his junk, i already know whats gonna happen i move around trying to get away but he pulls me back thats when he held my legs down as they are spreaded apart. then he starts shoving it in me as roughly as he can,i remeber how bad it hurt hoe bad i wanted my dad to save me, sadly i.knew no one cared im 16 years old im nothing to anyone asides a soul. i turn back to reality feeling the pain and when he is finish he pulls out and whispering in my ear he says" i hope u enjoyed your treat" its about 3 am when i go over to the box where i dropped the knife tryna find it with ny feet cause ny hand are tide behind my back.and my mouth is tapped shut i find the knide picking it up with my toes and bringing it up to my hands i slice the rope enough to where i can pull my hands far from each other and it will break. finally it broke i riped the tap of my mouth

now i can move..

im trying to think of my next move where to go and how to do it . so i choose a brave thought. i started to tip toe up the stairs

with my knife in my right hand. i slowly crack open the door. i saw the mysterios man on the couch so i ran tge oppisite deriction.towards the door. i hea footsteps then so grabbed me from my hair pulling me down on the ground it was him

he started to choke me he was letting go, i knew what i had to do. i left my arm up with the knife and stabbed him.in the stomach he fell over and off of me i get up and run out the door. im running so fast but this time im ready to go

i know to go north where the small town was or as we call the city. its nothing fancy like new york though but its pretty. i can see the lights im so close i dont want to look back.

i realise im absoultly naked but at this point it doesnt bother me.

finally! in the city but for me i have no money or a place to stay.

but i was walking in the shadow making sure noone saw me i see a House that is for rent so a smashed the window open and crawl inside to sleep. sleep that was nice but all the thoughts running through my head i couldnt handle. i soon begin to think i need clothes. in this small place im surw someone has a clothes hanger.i crawl it the window ,walking the streets and.night was nerve racking..

finally! a clothes line i take a big black nike jackets and some purple tight sweatpants. and now my mind is setting on finding a job. i need a place to stay food to eat.

Oh god. i must smell horrible. its been 3 days i guess i havnt been gone for long but soon they will be looking for me. i need to go back to the rental home and sleep. sneaking behind the house going inside. i realise im not alone so i hid in the vent that was in the bathroom it was a big squared vent big enough for me to sit with my knees up.. when i saw who it was i could barely breathe,shouldnt he be dead? why is here? how did he know where i was. i heard the door shut. hes gone. but when i get out he was still there i ran full speed out the backdoor,wich was already open . this time i have no where to run. i need to change where he cant reconize me or they?.