Dear Cody,
Hello Cody, it's been 6 months since we have talked and honestly I'm feeling better. When we first stopped talking I was hurting majorly, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't make it through the day without thinking of you. You completely destroyed me and I'm not okay with that. I let myself become so attached to something I knew wouldn't last...I knew we wouldn't be friends for long, you could never keep friends for a long period of time, you would become friends with people and then one day wake up and just decide to stop talking to them, you did that to me even though I was expecting it I was still hurt. I still beat myself up for it, I let myself believe that I wasn't good pretty enough to be your friend and that's why you stopped talking to me. Honestly the person I was back then shaped the person I am today into a better person..I still think about you, but there is someone else occupying my mind now, his name is Brandon he has helped me not be so wrapped around your finger. He has helped me become a better person and he makes me feel special, but I feel like nobody could fill the empty hole you left where my heart is supposed to be. When you stopped being , my friend you took my heart with you and I want it back. I became such a bitch to the people who actually care for me and it's all because I let some stupid little boy ruin my life by not texting back, how shallow of me. I'm sorry I couldn't be the person you wanted...I'm sorry I couldn't be he perfect princess of your dreams..but you should be sorry because you missed on an amazing person with a great personality and the biggest heart. You ruined me but day by day I am being healed.
- A
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Letters To Him
Non-FictionA day by day "book" in which I write to the boy who hurt me and the boy who healed me.
