Ok so i went to school and mostly everyone love my hair but they ask me why i got it cut.Tbh around this time i want to dye my hair black but my mom said no and if i did she would basically me out of the house.
Life was shitty tbh no matter what happened i felt depressed and i always had headaches but i thought nothing of it.I was like it is probably normal to get headaches everyday.I start to get depressed and have relly bad thoughts and i still do.TBh i have not told my parents cuz i am scared the will hate me but its getting hard too stay strong.I ahve been have sleep problems lately.Like say i was a sleep by 12 am and i woke up at 2 am it would have felt like i had not been asleep like i was awake the whole time then i would ask my mom and she says i was asleep was totally freaks me out.
I think its not normal but who cares it might be normal like how would i know i aint normal at all but i love being weird.So back to the whole sleep thing i can control my dreams which is pretty freak and weird but awesome at the same time.
One guys i litterally i had a nightmare where my family was at a beach and we were swim.This not the scary part unless u have a beach phobia.The scary part was we were going to florida in a few weeks i think and i litterally had a dream where my brother.Which tbh the dream scared the freak out of me.
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The life of hayden
RandomJust the life of me I am agender and who is still closeted to all of her school but one friend
