On Monday, I had then dressed as like more of a cool person. Like someone who looked like the rest of the other popular people. Man did I felt disgusted of myself.In the morning I saw myself in the mirror and just wanted to puke. I felt very uncomfortable with the way I had dressed.Literally when I got out of my apartment people would look at me kinda odd.
Later on, I had finally arrived to school. Once I passed by the school halls people just looked at me, but didn't say anything. They just kept quiet and stared. In my head I was just like I KNOW I LOOK DIFFERENT. It like just please stop looking at me I felt very uncomfortable with all the staring.Anyway as I passed by the halls I had then finally seen Betrida , but she didn't say anything. Like the rest of the people she just stared and kept quiet. I really wish I had the guts to just go straight up to her and tell her everything I felt, but I just didn't have the guts to do it.I HAVE NO IDEA WHY! I mean all I had to do was tell her what I felt and try to stop her from saying things about me.Good thing was that at launch was when the things had kind of started.It when I finally felt brave enough to tell her everything.So that is kind of exactly what I did. "Hey you girl what yo name of yea Betrida. Why don't you talk to me anymore huh?!What did I ever do to you. I mean like ever since you got in the little cheerleading thing YOU BE THINKING YOU PRETTY AND STUFF!..." "Can't you see your just not my type. I'm a cheerleader a popular girl. Girls like me shouldn't be hanging out with nerds like you. OKAY GOT THAT STRAIGHT?!" Betrida had then turned and left with her crew. "This isn't over Betrida you still haven't seen THE REST OF ME BETRIDA. And also by the way WE LIVE IN THE SAME DAMM BUILDING YOU KNOW!" The whole crowd had then been shocked in that moment they were all questioned about Betrida living in a building. "OMG Betrida you said you lived in a house and you had a butler?!" said a girl with popular girl attitude."I do it just..." Betrida had no words. "We will talk about this after school!WHERE WE ARE MORE PRIVATE!" Well I actually thought it be over already but apparently no. Either way i don't think she will have the guts to say anything to me after school. I just want all of this to just be over just please! I mean it not that bad but I mean I'm just tired of being treated like paper I just want to have a normal cool life like other people. Not suffer in trying to make friends and stuff.
