Dedicated to herzynot17
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My mom is a emotional and possesive type of person, not materialistically but in her relationships. She is so possessive about my father that even when he misbehaves with her she would cry but never revolted. Not that my father was bad, its like saying rude things to her, talking to her badly in front of everyone types bad. I personally felt my mom's emotional and possessive nature was also to be blamed for his behaviour...still I feel she should be more strong and stand for her self. I realised I have a similar personality like my mom during my early teens when my crush made fun of me in front of my friends. He said mean things to me and this was not the first time he did so but this particular incident was a eye opener for me. I decided I will never be like my mom, a doormat, I found we were weak in front of people we love passionately hence I erected walls near me and never got too attached. That was my defence mechanism which was perfect till date. Years of practice has made this defence mechanism as my nature and now came naturally without any effort what so ever.
My walls never ever shattered uptill now, Jacob was standing in front of me looking angry but his eyes reflected hurt. I dont know how he got here and why was he here but like always when ever he is near me my walls get weak and I find myself lost in his aura. Lost in my thoughts I didnt realise that he has entered my apartment and was closing the door. I jerked in action " What are you doing here" I asked.
" I wanted to see you...." he trailed off, he was looking at me with the same emotion, which still was unreadable to me. His face suddenly changed and totally blank as of he remmbered something " You seem to be busy with your friends from yesterday". I frowned " You mean Jay and Jesse?"....He frowned giving me questioning look " Who?"...." My cousin and his girlfriend, they are the only one I know here right now" I shrugged. He gave me his dazzling smile and moved forward, in autoresponse I moved backward........ " What are you doing here" I asked again. " I told you I wanted to see you" without any warning he closed the little gap between us and crushed his lips on mine.. My breath caught as I recalled his searing touch and gaze, his passionate kiss, his confidence that nothing in this world would stop him from getting what he wanted.
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With not so great reponse I thought of quitting but then few readers added my book in their reading list and that gave me encouragement, I am dedicating my chapters to you guys. Thank you for doing so I really appreciate. Its my first book and I know for the fact its not so good so please give suggestions.
