S.T.U.C.K

Weaklings

Ray

His && Keara house

I looked at my girl and her black eye I gave her . She was asleep and I kissed her forehead . Lately I have just been slapping the shit out of her when she finds out the truth and tries to confront me on it . Like last night .

**Flash Back **

" who's underwear is this I found in your pocket it ain't mine " I kept walking away from her . " TELL me why you always cheating on me huh what did I do dammit I marry you and this is how I get repaid I have your baby and this is how you do me " she yelled mad as shit . Yeah I cheat on her with this girl named Kelly . " shut the fuck up bitch you always complaining " I yelled in her face and she turned red . "IM NO FUCKING BITCH AND I ONLY COMPLAIN WHEN YOUR LYING AS CHEATS " she cried and yelled putting her hands in my face . " shut the fuck up " I slapped her in the face . She gasped and flew back to the floor . When I realized what I did to her and what just happened I ran to her aid . " No Ray don't touch me " she sat there with her head in her hands . Then suddenly I was doing what I always did to get her to love me again and forget about it . I was giving her what she wanted and she always fell for it and I felt like a complete piece of shit .

*** flashback over ***

I shook my head at the thought of her dreaming of the monster I am . I wish I could make up every ounce of pain I caused her , but I just can't .

Keara

11:15

Waking up

I took a shower and dressed Randy damn he looked like fucking Ray . His late night parties and drinking killed me I barely see him and its not like he invites me cause that's the only time he gets to fuck who he please and however he please . So why I'm sitting here taking care of our house and son he's cheating and doing what ever he pleases . " mwommy where's daddy and why your eye bwlack did you cwolor it " he started to giggle . " I don't where your daddy is and yes baby I colored it " I laughed to make it seem legit what can I say to a four year old . Oh your dad slapped the shit out me that's what happened . God I wish things were better and I can't leave him cause I'm stuck