my goddess

lost

Lelouch pov

It's been a few days since they mention that they are try to kidnap (F/n). I've gotten a new name as Julius Kingsley and a wear a disguise not to show I'm Lelouch vi britannia. I look outside now they have more trust in me for not running away. They seen the enemy battle strategies changed and now they asked me help form a new one.

I looked at it and looks like they may have thought out well. The only person I can think of that can think this strategy is (F/n). I wonder how she's holding up now since we got separated.

"My lord how do you feel?" Shin has been more close to me now. I despises him more for all he's done to me.

"It's none of your concern." I said as I walk away from him and go to my room.

'(F/n) my love I miss you so much.'

Suzaku pov

Three days (F/n) has been asleep I wonder what could cause it. We had one doctor swore to secrecy to not mention her identity to anyone. She said her injuries have fully healed only thing for her is to wake up now. Lately I'm losing hope she might stay asleep for a long time.

"Big brother Zero has mommy waken up yet?" (S/n) asked he comes here and does all the paper crain's until he falls asleep.

"Not yet but maybe soon she'll wake up." I told him he sat down on the sofa and began his folding papers again. I joined him helping him out with his 1000 goal so far he's reach to 200 crain's and C.C helped him out by putting them all together by tieing up in a string.

(F/n) pov

"Where am I? Why is it so cold and dark? Where is everyone else? Am I dead or am I-"

"(F/n) it's alright your asleep that's all and everyone is safe." You looked and saw your mother standing there smiling at you.

"Mom" You ran into her arms and hugged her.

"Oh my little girl you have changed so much since the last time I saw you." She said as she hugged you.

"Why is it dark and cold here." You said as you body began to warm up.

"Oh right sorry why don't we go somewhere more bright and warm." She said as she snap her fingers and you guys were in a meadow full of flowers.

"Now then I know that you and Lelouch are immortal now. As well as how sad your father is by losing you. There is one thing I don't understand why are you hiding your true identity from everyone (F/n). " She said as she looked at you.

"Because I'm afraid that they'll use me for my power. The people who took Lelouch are probably using his power. And I promise Lelouch to keep hiding until he came back. But I'm scared of them finding out that I'm not dead and they'll lose the trust they have for Nunnanlly and Zero." You said as some tears were forming.

"Oh my little girl how have you suffer so much in your life. But trust me when I say your father would always love you. Even if you had to make some choices that may hurt others he'll always loves you. Just like he always thought about you before all of this." She said hugged you.

"Mom why... why must the world be so cruel to me? Why does it always involve my life? First my dad then you and now Lelouch. Why can't I live happily with my family?" You said as you finally broke down and began to cry.

"(F/n) you have been so strong in all of those challenges. Even now your fighting for what you believe in. I may not know why all those things happen but I do know that something good will happen in the end. So keep fighting on and I'll be with you the whole entire time. So keep your head held high and don't show your weakness in front of others." She said as everything went bright.

You open your eyes and saw that moon was out now. You looked at the clock it was four in the morning now. Your body felt heavy a bit but you got up still.

"So your finally up now." You saw that it was C.C was siting on the sofa and folding paper making crain's.

"How long have I've been out?"

"Almost a week now." She said as she finished the crain

"Did I say anything while I was out."

"Not really but you were crying a bit yesterday. So what happen while you were asleep." She asked since you hardly cry now a days.

"My mother.. I dream about my mother and we talk about what happen and she promised to be by my side at all times." You said as you smiled a bit.

"I see you better get some rest now because I heard that Zero and the others have to set up a battle strategie now that the enemy has broken your strategy." She said as she lay down on the sofa.

"Alright.. Oh and C.C thank you for everything." You said as you layed back down.

"Anything for my family." She said as you both fell asleep.