Just A Story

16-05-2014

00:43

I couldn't fall asleep. Worried about Him. I knew he didn't feel okay. I knew something was wrong. I tried to text him but he didnt read or anwser.

03:18

I woke up from a thunder what hit the ground. I was scared and thought about him. How amazing it would be to be save.....next to him...

04:02

I was dreaming that i was with him. We both laughed and had fun. He gave me a hug and walked away. I wanted to run after him but couldn't move...

06:30

My alarm ringed when i almist fell asleep. Time for school. I looked into the mirror and saw a damn lot dark circles. Another night with no sleep..

09:26

The chair next to me was empty. The place where he used to be. Maybe he us just skipping class again..as always..

12:05

Still didn't see him today..i was getting a little worried..

15:00

School was over. Didn't hear a word of him..making me more worried.

15:10

I drived home. Tried not to think about him but i was to worried. But when i came near the bridge a saw police and an ambulance....what happened?

15:20

I stoot a couple feet away watching how the people at the bridge dragged something out the water....well...something?

15:25

I still could not see what they actually caught in the water. I tried to come closer. I saw a human body on the floor. Well damn....

15:35

I drove my way home again and watched the news. Maybe it gave more information.

"This morning the police dragged a young man out of the water under the bridge. His body was full of cuts and scars and the police was very shocked. His name was....."

I froze......they where filming his body....i clearly could see his face.......him........

I felt down on my knee. Absolutelt shocked...

My mom walked into the room and saw me. She walked up to me

"Honey what's wrong?"

I wasn't able to speak and pointed at the tv..

My mom stopped breathing. I could hear her heartbeat while mine was gone...

She pulled me up and hugged me tight. Very fucking tight. I couldn't even hug back. Absolutely in shock.

When the newsman said his name again, i broke...

I cried, i yelled, my leggs where getting weak and i fell to the ground..this wasn't possible...

He...was gone...

Hey guys.
This is a very strong story for me and i hope you didn't cry about it. It's a story :)
I will continiue write about losing people because it is a very important subject for me and i can relate to it allot.
If you have a story but you're to afraid to share it i will be able to share it without giving you credit. Just so you could feel like your not alone. Because you are not.

Lots of love
Me