Short Stories

Everyday Is The Same

Everyday I feel as if I've already lived, like life is just repeating itself and I'm stuck in the middle of the past & the present. No future will await as long as I know what's coming, I've seen my own tomorrow and its always the same shocking truth that life is never going to change, yes I'm happy but I'm also dying inside, guilt and hurt feeding a deep anger that shall be released at any moment in time. I know many people may be concerned but they don't know, their clueless to the dark hidden memories that are soon to come or are already burning through my mind, I fear my future and I fear that they will call me a freak or crazy, I know both may be true but I can not let words bring me down any longer, I refuse to be the quiet lonely girl I once was, I've changed, now I am no longer afraid and will live life trying to be happy until death finally takes me away....