Prologue
The sirens blared, deafening me and surrounding me in a pool of blue and red. The image of her body slowly repeated itself blinding me, the memory of her hazel green eyes going dark as her head hit the pavement the memory of the sound as her skull cracked from the impact. My legs carried me taking me far away from the scene of the crime until my feet tired and ached from the rocks and broken glass on the ground that cut them open. I skittered to a halt as my toes curled around the edge of the cliff
Where did it all go wrong? I Asked myself this multiple times my mind yearning for an answer as I cringed at the sight of my past and the realization of what I was doing. My mind constantly wandering back to a small bundle of blankets wrapping a small and delicate baby with eyes that shone like the stars and laugh the could bring anyone to tears, I baby that I myself conceived, a baby whose life I was dragging to hell, a baby whose life I was wasting.
This was where the tears fell, a cascading waterfall of tears never shed.
Hope, that's all I wanted for her, all I could dream for her and with me and the lifestyle that I've chosen I know that she'd never get where she deserved. I was the reason shed end up hating this world and though dark and lonely this world could be full of opportunities if given.
That was probably the reason I jumped.
