Chapter 11

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No matter how many times the kids at school asked her where she had been, she would ignore them, and stare straight ahead and not saying a word.

I feel empty, and so alone.I'm a failure , and don't know how to get better.I'm trying to stay happy but I just don't know how.She would think.

I am now going to a support group, and the lady is really nice, at least she gets it, but I still get suicidal thoughts, and I still want to self harm. But considering I have to visit the hospital 2 times a day, I'm screwed.
Today in support group the supervisor talked about controlling emotions and as she went on all I could think about was going home and hurting myself, its funny you know how they call it a support group but all I get from it is the reminder telling "Hey, your messed up" .

I wish that I had never woken up in that hospital, every suicidal persons walk of shame.

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