Good girl, bad boy. g.d fanfic

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-Bella

I can't believe I'm this stupid to think that Grayson would love and cherish me, maybe I truly am what people think of me. I have no reason to live, what's so ever.

I sit there in Ethan's rented out car, staring out thru the window up on the roof, looking at the dark and misty night sky, stars twinkle every now and then. Thinking about all these things he would say to me, and I'd be stupid and fall for every word of it.

-Flashback-

"Okay what's wrong Gray?"
He looks down. "Babe, please, how can I help if I don't know what it is?" I ask.
"Fine," He starts "I didn't like the way Cam was holding you by the waist or the way Aaron was tickling you, and I didn't like the fact that you are hanging out with them tonight, I love you" He sighs.
"Babe, I'm all yours though, I won't let anyone take you away from me, and nobody can take me away from you," I say, placing my hands around his neck.

-End of flashback-

LIES!! All of it! They were lies!

Ethan took me to a place a bit farther from the stadium it was very quiet and quite windy, but I liked it. I was laying back in the front seat chair looking up thru the roof of the car, tears dropping from my eyes every now and then when Ethan interrupts my thoughts.

"Bella?" He asks, I don't answer, I want to be alone right now, I don't want to be here, I want to be in bed cuddled up to my pillow, or even better, laying there unable to move or breath. It would ease the pain.

"Bella" his voice calls once more, louder. I turn to face him, "w-what!" I say harshly with a sniffle. "Let's get you to the hotel" he says.

"Fuck you" I mutter under my breath, luckily he doesn't hear it. I roll my eyes at him.
Well, this gives me a chance to go and rest in peace, forever. No more boy drama, no more anything, just me, myself, and I.

He starts the engine causing me to jump as it roars loudly into my ear. "Holy shit!" I gasp, "that scared me shitless" I say rolling my eyes, he slightly chuckles.

The whole drive was silent, until we got to the hotel. "Ethan I don't want to go" I whimper before shutting my car door, "please Bella, you don't have to talk to any of them, we'll go straight for my room" he assures, I slowly nod. He pulls me close but I move away, denying any contact, by any male at the moment.

We walked up and got into the hotel. I could feel shivers crawl up my spine as the breeze from the elevator hit my back. Ethan walks out first, me following beside. I quietly tip toe when we get to Grayson's door so he wouldn't hear our movement, just my luck he did.

"Baby where were you? I was worried sick!" He says bringing himself in for a hug, I flinch and quickly dodge making my way to Ethan's room. "Babe?!" He calls out, "go back to fucking Ana you man whore boy toy!" I spit "I can tell she's exhausted you" I finish.