~ {Babysit} ~

20

Ms.Parker Pov*
I've lost my baby....

First my husband then my child? What has this world come to? I feel hopeless and useless. And the Cancer is making it worse...

Grabbing a Knife, just stick it in my arm, and slowly, slowly, slowly glide it through my skin and let all the blood come out. Same for the other, Slowly, slowly glide it through my skin. Grabbing a full bottle of Asprin, I drank each of them down and laid on the bed. Closing my eyes, I wait. Putting the note on me, I silently cried myself to sleep and wait for death, tears running down my cheeks.

I love you babygirl❤️

Mariah pov*
Coming from school, I had to go to Chresanto house. I wanted to drop by my mom house, but it looks like nobody's been home. I parked the car and got out as I saw people were looking at me and talking. I opened the door and saw the house left just the way it was... Until I heard whimpering. I hurried upstairs and saw my mom laying on the bed.

Me:Mom wake up!

Ms.Parker:Baby you don't understand, my time is over...

Me: What do you mean?

Ms.Parker:Baby girl I have cancer.... And the doctor told me a few weeks ago I may live or may not live. What's the point of living life when you're broken, shattered, and torn into pieces. I'm going to die anyways, soon or later. But baby just know that I love you and tell your dad, that, That I love him...

She held my cheek and continued looking at me while I cried. Why did my mom have Cancer? Why did she deserve this?

Me:Come on mommy, lets, lets go have our last time.

She didn't budge...

Me:M-Mom? Wake up?

No movement...

Me:This can't be happening... Mom wake up.

I took my cheek away from her arm and tried putting her arm down..

Why is it stiff?

I cried and cried and cried..... My mom is dead!

Jacob:Mariah what's going on?

Me:Mom, mom died...
He only gave a face and just sat on the ground with me. He pulled me into a hug and then Just sat in silence. Jacob called our dad but he refused to pay for the funeral. Although I was mad furious I was broken..

Me:I, I have to get going. I'm gonna stay at Chres house for tonight.

Jacob:Aren't you with Prince?

Me: I don't like Chresanto. My feelings are gone.

Stop lying to your brother

Me:We just friends and I'm babysitting again.

Bitch ass liar, You know you love Chresanto.

I drove down to Chresanto house and Craig opened the door. He hugged me and went to the couch.

Craig: Chres really misses you

I shrugged and went upstairs. I peeped in Chres room and saw him on the bed playing Hotline Bling.

Chres:You used to call me on my cellphone
Every night when you need my love. And I know when that Hotline Bling! That can only mean one thing! Mariah I miss you soo much!!

"I miss you too Chresanto...."

With that I left from his room but I was held back. I looked up to see Chresanto was there.

Hours later

Me:I love you too Chresa-anto! I missed you so much!

I moaned in pleasure while he was just hitting my spot continuously. I laid on his chest, with him still inside of me, just moving around slowly. We heard the doorbell ring. I started moving myself a little bit faster and looked at Chres. There I felt myself riding myself out until I came. I laid on his chest and kissed his cheeks.

Chresanto:I know you want me instead of that Perez guy. Come on, admit it.

He wasn't lying, he was telling the truth.

Me: I, I want you..

Chres:Say it louder and full of Passion.

Me:I want you and You will always have my heart. No one can ever replace your name in my heart.

We kissed and then I took a shower. I got out the shower and put on my pink huge shirt, my white shorts and some mix matching socks. I went downstairs and saw Prince sitting on the couch.

Me: Heeey what are you doing here?

Prince:Don't ask why, Craig answered the door and I heard everything. Mariah I loved you with all my heart! And now, you do this?

Me: I I got in the moment! Please let me explain!

Prince:Oh explain what! Explain to me that from now on you gonna start hoeing around while you pregnant?

Out of Nowhere Jacob tackled Prince in the floor and started beating him up. I backed away in shock.  How did he come in here?

Jacob:My nigga don't call my sister a hoe!

Prince:SHE DAMN SURE ACTING LIKE IT!

I held Jacob back as tight as I can.

Me:JACOB HE'S NOT WORTH IT!

Jacob elbowed me in the stomach and I fell to the ground. Chresanto walks in and breaks uk the fight.  I got up and then walked over to the couch...

Jacob:I'll never take that ever in my life! Jacob you shouldn't be calling nobody a hoe especially my sister! And Mariah you knew you was with Jacob but you slept with Chres? UNBELIEVABLE!

I shook my head and then stayed in silence. I feel like a hoe. This is sad...

Jacob: Why Mariah?

Me:Cause Chresanto has my heart. He the only one who can make me laugh and smile and make me feel good. Sure I don't know who the baby is for yet but hey I don't care. As long as me and my babies are good, we good.

Jacob:Mariah, just, just stay at dads house and stay away from me... You know you not supposed to sleep around... And the worse part is you had sex in school??!!! You are a fucking sex addict!

Me:THIS THE SAME BULLSHIT MOM DID TO ME!! NO WONDER WHY SHE DIED! SHE THINKS THAT IM A HOE,  AND I DINT KNOW ANY BETTER AND THINKS I DONT LOVE HER! Fuck you Jacob. If you don't want me to stay away from you, so be it. You doing all this petty shit for no reason. I'm done with all this. Chresanto I'll call you later. Make sure you never change your number......

Chresanto nodded as I headed off to the streets. I didn't feel like going to my dad house so I called Krystal.

Me:Just a reminder, Krystal just don't change your number you have ok? Bye I love you.

Krystal: But wa-gco

I hunged up the phone and continued walking but someone held onto me.

Chres:Don't worry it's me alright? Just tell me where you gonna go and I'll go with you.

Me: No, I'll be back, trust me..

Chres:Please, just tell me!

Me: What about Craig?

Chres:In the car..

Me:I'm transferring schools. I was planning to come back here in five years. I know Stephen was gonna be out by then but as long he don't know where I am, we good.

He nodded and then went back into the car.

Krystal:Girl You hung up the phone but since you leavin,  I'm going too.

I hugged her and we drove off.

I'm free away from the pain, rumors and lies. All this drama and shit, I'm done. I can't stay with my dad cause his hoes are just ughhhh! Oh and this babysit shit, I'll start my reputation over in a better place. I was taking classes for OB/GYN but since the school I'm going to doesn't have those classes or classes I like, Ima just be a Lawyer. Law school it is...