The next few days were better
I took a mental illness quiz and searched my symptoms.
I'm actually closer to paranoia than schizophrenia but schizophrenia makes more sense.
It's genetic.
Voices and hallucinations are overly common.
The only thing is Im to young. Schizophrenic develops in the mind at people's late teens.
13 isn't considered my "late teens"
That stupid social worker is the only person I've told she's was an idiot.
"Oh hon as long as your mum is taking care of it it's alright"
She never even asked if my mom was taking care of it.
Turns out, she wasn't
Blame it on stress is my mums go to.
Headache "must be stress"
Bags under eyes "must be stress"
Forgot to feed the cat "must be stress"
Voices "definitely must be stress"
Wrap your head around it mum. Please. Your sister grew up with a mental illness you know what it looks like.
When I was little I'd pair up the voices I herd. With the ugly stepsisters from Cinderella. I thought they were completely normal. I never can understand the overlapping mumbles. I couldn't tell you at all what they sound like unless I currently hear them.
Yeah those few weeks were definitely easier.
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Thinking Dangerously
RandomConsider this a diary entry... **This is a complete work in progress** {if you do have a mental illness don't take any offense to this story. And please don't read this if your illness is easily triggered}
