ban gaye ho tum mere khuda

part 39

Armaan went upstairs to see where riddhima went.he checked some rooms but didn't find her then he was going Downstairs when he heard her chocked voice fr the room

He ran to the room and opening the door saw riddhima is sitting in a corner hugging her knees with head on knees and crying murmuring something.

He was totally shock to see her in this condition. He always wanted her to be happy, whether he is there in her life or not.he was not understanding what is wrote g with her and why she is crying so badly.

He went near her and sitting infront of her,was about to place his hand on head caressing but heard her saying, "q armaan... Q mujhe itni taklif de rahe ho...kya Jo hua Wo kafi nahi tha...kya mai khush nahi reh sakti...kya mujhe zindagi me bas kuch pal ka sukh aur sath me itna Sara dard milte rahega humesha... Kya bhagwan mere sath humesha aise hi karte rahega...kya mujhe apni life apne karike se jeene ka koi haq nahi hai...q armaan kya galti ki hai Maine...pyar hi to kiya tha na tum se..." She sobbed without looking up.she was so much in pain that never felt armaan in front her listening her each and every word and taking everything in other way.

He was thinking that she is cursing the moments they have shared...she is not happy with him and never wanted to give her any second chance.

His heart which he was trying to gather himself,again broked and again with the same person and the biggest thing was he is the one who has given her the Rights to do whatever she wants to with his heart.but yes he never regretted.

He got up from there silently without disturbing her and and went out.

He didn't wanted to talk to anyone and wants to be alone so went to terrace walking very slowly taking baby steps thinking what she was saying.

He stood in the middle of the terrace saying, "kya Maine sach me use itna dard diya hai ki ab Wo mere sath rehna hi nahi chahti,kya humne sath me bhot kam khushi ke pal biyate ki Wo in sare Palo ko bhul ke us ek moment jisme meri galti bhi nahi hai uske wajah se mujhse itni dur ho gai hai...meri kya galti hai riddhima... I was unconscious.. Ek bar bas ek bar mujhe mauka do..mai sab thik kar duga riddhima... Plzzz I m dying from inside everyday plzzz..." He cried his heart out.

On the other side,riddhima was still hiding her face crying saying, "mai tumhe kaise batau armaan ki mere liye ek ek pal kitna mushkil hai..tum har pal mere samne ho aur mai na tumhe mehsus(feel) kar sakti aur na bata sakti hu ki mai tumse kitna pyar karti hu...par mai majboor hu armaan...kya karu kaise apne maa papa ko us prem ke jaal se bachau kuch bhi samjh nahi aa rh hai..." She cries telling her problem...her pain but no one is there to listen her part of story.no one is there to console her,to be with her.

Armaan on terrace is sitting in a corner thinking what she has said and remembering the moments they have spend together.sometime he smiles sometimes he laughs or cry.

He then got up and look in sky thinking, "agar riddhima nahi chahti ki mai uski life me rahu to thik hai...mai uski life se humesha humesha ke liye chala jauga...mai yaha se dur chala jauga..." Saying he got up and wipes his tears.

He goes down to see riddhima standing with muskaan.he looks at her hurtfully but moves his gaze as she looks him back.

Soon the party ended and they all went to their homes.

Fashion show day

After abhi-nikki engagement, all were back to their works.armaan was maintaining as much distance as he can but still his love for her never decreased and here riddhima being busy with work,still can feel his behavior change. She was very sad.she wanted to talk to him but he never gave her chance to say any kind of personal stuff saying,"miss.Gupta...it is my personal life.I will look after it.I will be very glad if you concentrate on your life."