Psychic Love

Chapter 1

Okay ... So hey guys! Its me again...
Well this is my new novel ... Psychic love <3
Well its about a girl named Khadeeja ... You all keep thinking why I write my name in the fan fiction where there is Shehry well ... these fictions... I saw the first one in my dream ... and this one is actually a secret that how I came up with this idea but .... Read this short novel of mine guys you all will love it, In shaa Allah....

So here is the first chapter ... but its kind a short... but plz cooperate...

Happy Reading... :*

Clara's P.O.V

"I don't get it! Why everyone hates me? I am loved by no one. No one cares about me. Do you love me? No! I say no. I know you don't!" she kept yelling and sobbing, pacing in my office. "Why would I hate you?" I asked her concerned, trying to bring to her normal state. Well that's what we psychiatrists do and we are patient's best friend.

"Cause I'm blabbering! Stupid!" she yelled at my face as she slammed her hand on my desk. This was normal like it happens most of the time when she is depressed. She sat on the seat with a horrified expression and hid her face in her hands. "I've done it. If you didn't hate me before, than you'll surely do now" she said in a whisper.

I stood from my seat walking towards her, getting seated on the chair next to her. "I don't hate you dear. I can't hate you. No one can" I replied softly as I took her hand in mine as made her calm down. "You should hate me Clara. I just called you stupid. Ahh!! I'm so rude!" she said crying as she now looked at me. "No you are not rude Khadeeja, you are just depressed and you know that. Right?" I asked her and she nodded a little and smiled.

She stood from her chair and again started with the same thing that no one likes her and she is lonely. "Okay look here dear" I said as I made her sit beside me on the couch, her eyes still teary. Why she keeps stabbing herself from the inside? Doesn't she want to live? Live her happy teenage life like others? The questions wondered in mind as I gave her a glass of water and she drank it all, she placed the glass aside thanking me.

"No one hates you Khadeeja" I told her in a whisper and she raised her gaze, the fear still evident in her eyes. "They don't?" she asked slowly and I smiled, nodding I removed the just fallen tears from her cheeks. "Yes they don't dear" I replied and she smiled and then played with the bangle on her wrist. A simple wooden bangle which is close to her. That bangle has a whole history but she didn't tell me that who gave it to her or why it's so important for her despite the fact that she shares everything me as I am the closest person to her since three and half months. She even risked her life for this simple bangle.

She glanced my way, her eyes not containing fear now but confusion and curiosity. "How'd you know they don't hate me?" she asked innocently and I smiled at her caressing her cheek. "Everyone loves you sweetheart. You are kind, sweet, caring and cute. You are the most important person for them" I said with sincerity and she smiled at me.

She is an important person in her family, in everyone's life but she... she just can't see it. She can't see the love her family and friends have for her. She just made herself get lost in the dark cave, a cave she made for herself. She surrounded herself with the fear containing boundaries. No one else did.

She took her bag from the chair and walked up to me as I stood up. "Thank you Clara! I always feel relieved talking to you" she thanked, hugging me. "I'm always here for you sweety" I assured her and broke the hug. "Can I kiss you on the cheek?" she asked making an innocent face. "Go ahead darling" I said smiling at her and she kissed my cheek and walked out of my office.

I fear for this poor soul. I hope the best for her.

How was the chappy lovelies?
Well it's a little confusing I guess but hope it was good.
Next chapter of Mazhab will be out soon.
Stay tuned jaanis :*