Run (Sequel to Is It Love?)

Chapter 7

*Julie's Pov*

I woke up a few minutes later. I guess my brain decided to wake up before I was ready. I picked up my phone and went to settings. I turned on notifications for twitter again. I haven't been on Twitter since Sam died.

I remember when the fans found out. The story was on the news. Every O2l fan saw it on the news or they heard it from someone else. They need someone to blame and once they heard my name they knew who was to blame.

After that my twitter was full of hate. If I was lucky enough I would see a tweet telling everyone to leave me alone, but nobody listened. The boys even tweeted to let me be. The majority of the fans still didn't listen.

I took a deep breathe and opened the twitter app. Dozens of notifications flooded my screen. Hate. It was still hate.

Tears came to my eyes. The tweets weren't just about me killing Sam, but there were also tweets about me causing the O2l boys and their girlfriends and boyfriend to move to the East Coast.

There was so many tweets telling me to cut and to kill myself already. Saying that they wished I was never born or never met them. I never realized it, but I walked to the bathroom and locked the door. The nonfictions continued. The sounds were echoing in my ears. The voices were everywhere.

Kill yourself
Ugly
Just die already
You don't belong here
Killer
It's all your fault

I picked up a razor and put it against my skin. "I'm sorry Trevor." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek. I slid the razor across my skin. Blood dripped down my skin. I went out of control. I finally let it all out. There was blood all over my skin. I couldn't tell where the cut were, but I could feel the sting of them. 

I cleaned my arms and tried my best to make it to the door. My eyes were heavy and I felt weak. All my energy left my body then I collapsed.

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