This was the next part of my life I remembered. Honestly back than I think I was pretty "normal." My mom picked out my clothes and I wore them, I had short hair, and I was really short. By this time I had a crush on someone. I mean at least that's what it was. the cutest boy in preschool named Joshua. We were the same age, he was light skinned and had brown eyes. At nap time we used to sneak to each other's cot and look at each other. That's creepy right? We didn't do anything or really talked. We just looked at each other. Sometimes we'd get caught and he was moved. He always looked as if it was my fault. I guess it hurt my feelings, but I guess we still liked each other even thought we kept getting in trouble. I guess it was all nothing.
I remember all my "friends" teasing me about liking him a lot, but the truth is my other "friend" liked him. Her name was Felicia .... Yes that was her name. *Slightly laughs* Well she was how you expect. She wore weave to school even though she was like 4, she always "Twerked" on guys. Oh and back then it was just called booty shaking. And lastly she was a freaking Manonizer! I just made that shit up, but none the less it was true. So one day she did something that made me cry, even if I didn't understand. She started "going out" with Joshua. At this time I'm all like dammit we were three and four bitches need to chill! All I remember is getting over it after eating food. I guess that was children shit because it was never such a big deal for any parents. I think they called it "cute." Anyways they broke up like 6 seconds later. XD
The next story is about a one day relationship! I had a one day relationship with this guy in another classroom. We were there for the day and I didn't even know the boys name. I remember he had black curly hair and black eyes and he was kind of light skinned too. I guess I had a "type." You see what had happened was we got together in that class during story time for like no reason. I guess he asked me and I was like "Okay" because I was too fucking young to know what a relationship was. I guess you can call him my first kiss since he did kiss me on the lips without my consent! HE JUST DID IT! I was all like eww and wiped my mouth off. I broke up with him the next day because he was "Smothering me." *Laughs hard* I'm wondering how i remembered this right here. I really didn't like him nor did I really understand the feeling of a human! It's like one of those things you see now and days. "Bitch all you need to be doing is eating animal crackers!" I can't be the only one who went through that right? Please comment below and tell me if you have experienced shit like this!
Oh and another relationship was one sided as fuck. I rejected this boy... He was dark skinned, Black hair, and dark brown eyes. I was just being funny and claimed him as my boyfriend because he called me ugly. At that time I didn't give a fuck! I had high self-esteem which is more than I can say now. Anyways he took me seriously and tried asking me out I said no and he kept saying we were together. I bet it was payback! I was just grossed out by the fact he dug in his ears in front of me. *Gags*
And Finally this was the one that will confuse all of you. I kissed a girl and she told me not to tell anyone. Well she kissed me but still. I had no idea why, but she did. It was when we had to set up plates for lunch so she pulled me and 3 other girls behind a book case since the class was on the other side of the room. So until now I have never told anyone, but she was a thigh because she did it with other girls too. It's too early to be coming out the closet at that age, but eh. So that was it and don't judge me. Since I am going to tell you guys about my whole life don't you dare judge me!