I just want to try to give a little bit of advice to anyone who can relate to what went on in this story. I'm not forcing you to take it but I know it's nice to know someone out there in this crazy world cares. You don't know me, I don't know you. But that won't stop me from caring. If you ever need anyone to talk to, whether as a friend or a stranger I'm here for you. Sometimes just saying what's going on helps a lot. Trust me.
First, take it from me, 'Self Harm' doesn't help. A few seconds of relief is nothing in comparison to the regret and despair you'll feel later. Even if you don't think you'll feel anything, why would you risk it? In my opinion, perfection is built through kindness, not cruelty. Be kind to your body, don't hurt it. Although I don't mean to say perfection exists either, but happiness does. In a way, I think they're linked.
Second, stay optimistic and don't give up. I know it's hard. When Hell is an underrated description of what's going on in your life it's not really a surprise that death seems the easier option. Except it's not. Try thinking about the people you love, or the places you'd love to see, it doesn't, however unrealistic they seem. They're your dreams, it doesn't matter what others think.
Basically, if you have a heart you don't need to be perfect, a heart gives out its own perfection. The type others need, so you can help them. In my opinion, to be perfect you don't need the best grades, or the prettiest outfit, best hairstyle etc, etc, you need a good heart, a good soul, and a mind that thinks about others before itself. Though sometimes you have to put yourself first.
If you're feeling really down I hope these links and tips can help VVVVVVV
(Some of them helped me :))
http://m.wikihow.com/Stop-Bullying
http://www.connectsafely.org/tips-to-help-stop-cyberbullying/
http://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/self-esteem/#.Vloh3JrFJoM
http://www.positivityblog.com/index.php/2013/09/11/improve-self-esteem/
https://www.buddyapp.co.uk
Oh and... Tell someone, anyone.
If none of those work I personally recommend writing a book on Wattpad based off what happened to you. Maybe you can change the ending. Or, give it one...
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