I'm Numb

Hello

  'Thump thump' crap someone's at the door. I gotta clean up the blood and blades. Quick, quick and...got it! 'Thump thump' "come on Ember we're gonna be late for school!" Dagonit I nearly forgot about school. "I'll be down in a second," I yell back. I hear bub sigh and mumble you better befor he leaves. He's probably gonna go eat food.

I don't know why I even cut anymore to be honest. "Cause your a weak little sh*t and you can't even f*ck*ing fight back so it's the least you can do" oh yah that's why you lil but wipes in my head. Oh hey there how rude of me I didn't even introduce myself. My names Ember Rose I'm 15 I dye my hair and keep it cut short, not trying to brag but I have a huge bust, nice legs, and nice butt(what lil but I have). But in other words I guess I'm your average goth, emo, sene kid. Man I hate labels eh anyway moving on.

Ok now I'm off to food. I jog to the kitchen and grab some toast. "Bout time you got in hear now go grab your bag and get your but in the car or we'll both be late," mom says in her don't-even-try-me-just-do-it-tone. "Aye aye captain," I said with a mock salute.

Now you may be wondering 'why does this girl cut her self? Does she really have voices in her head? What could possibly make her want to do that?' Well to put it simply the happiest people hurt the most. Those with the brightest miles hide the most pain. So yah I got my demons. But you'll find out about that later.

~~at school~~

  "Hey emo f*g! Why don't you just go kill your self already," the school queen bee and slut yells after me. Ugh, I can't stand Sofia. I ignore her as usual and walk on to my class. I never use lockers cause I just never have time or Sofia slut would use it to mess with me. It's really just not worth it.

I get to my first period which is mostly empty as usual, yay. I go and take my usual seat next to my super chill cousin Bell. She's a lot like me, but not at the same time if that makes since.

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hey sorry in advanced if the chapters are really short or they take a long time to load schools been keeping me pretty busy lol

Ember: you better not leave them hanging.
Me: oh yah and what if I do *turns to you* it wouldn't be on purpose of course heh heh
Ember: I would take your sweets away for a month and force u to eat like a rabbit
Me:•_• then I'd cause you to start having a perfect life just to have everything dear to you ripped away. •_•
Ember:0.0 you wouldn't
Me: -_- you know I would and will if need be I own you girl you are what I make you
Ember:0.0 meh *goes to emo corner*
Me: that's what I I thought *approving nod*

Your beautiful just the way you are -a friend