I opened my eyes, and realized my blinds were open. The sun shining directly into my pupil. I groaned, sat up, and then it hit me. I ran to my bathroom, barely making it to the toilet. My stomach decided it was tome to empty itself. I felt my head thumping, as if my brain was trying to escape the toxins flooding my blood system still. I let out a sigh of defeat, closed my eyes, and leaned up against the side of the tub. I heard someone come rushing to the bathroom door, I must've been pretty loud to wake one of these rocks up.
"Baby, are you alright?"
Sam's once comforting voice, now has no affect on me. I mumbled a yes, then next thing I know, shes sitting on the floor with her arm around my waist. Leaning her head against my back, i hear her whisper
"I was worried sick about you. You didnt call, or text, nothing." I hear her sniffle, and turn around to face her.
"Sam, you knew where I was."
"Apparently not, because I showed up to surprise you, and nobody had a clue where you were."
"Well I was there. I was probably outside or something."
"Zoe..."
"Yes?"
"Who's Alex?"
Oh my god, Alex. I completely forgot. How the fuck did she get home? Theres no way I could've drove her home. I was so gone, I still feel buzzed. I started to panic, my head going 50 different places at once. I felt my stomach turn, and leaned over the toilet again. I felt Sams hand start to guide up, and down my back. I hear her sigh and swallow hard. As she stood up, I hear her voice crack as she whispers;
"You have another hickey, Zo."
I go to stand and chase after her, but the only thing I end up chasing is myself back to the toilet. How am I supposed to fix this now? I must've fell asleep, because a good 3 hour on my bathroom floor, I somehow managed to pick myself up off the ground. I go into Lyns room, and find her studying some graphs. I sit down on her bed, and she glances up at me with a saddened but hard look.
"Why did you do this again?"
I sighed, and looked down at the floor.
"I dont know, Lyn."
She put her books down, and leaned up to hold me. She wrapped her arms around me, and pulled me back down.
"You smell like puke & pussy."
"Lyn wheres Sam?"
"Dont worry about that right now."
"Tell me now."
"She left, Zo."
My mind took a second to comprehend what she meant. I jumped up, and walked to Sam's room. Her bed was stripped. Her stuff was gone. My mind blanked on what was happening. There's no way shed move out.
"Lyn!" I yelled.
"Yes Zo?" She mumbled as she walked into the hall.
"Wher-"
"She moved to Ambers. I dont think you can fix it this time. This is 6 times. 6 fucking times. When are you gonna fucking learn?!"
Her voice got louder to the point it was echoing. Jess peaked her head out, but knew to just stay out of it. I stayed quiet and went to my room to change. I could hear Lyn snapping out in her room. Screaming, punching. I knew it was best to leave her alone. I walked in the bathroom and brushed my teeth before throwing on shoes. I grabbed my keys and phone off the counter, and stormed out the door.
I knew exactly where to go.
