Ahhhh God! I let out a scream as blood flows out of my arms. It feels so good considering i've had to wait till Niall left. Yes Niall Horan blah blah blah yes i am ElizabethEdmondson blah blah blah and yes i slef harm hints the reason i hate that people are jeleous of me. I am not perfect nor do i look like it. I am 6'3 and 123 pounds with green eyes depending on my mood then i have long blonde hair. I hate myself i need help but i don't want to tell Niall. I will though when the time is right. ***Two hours later after cutting *** "Honey , im home!" Shit i lost track of time "Hold on im using the restroom." "Well we need to go to the boys flat, so get ready." "Okay" Lets see ill just wear one of Nialls big hoodies but the sleeves always falls down,, ill just be carefull. "Im ready." "Lets go we're just going to watch a movie then you and Harry are going to cook considering y'all are the best cooks!" Shit, but my hoodie!! "Okay babe." **20 minutes later** "C'mon Harry lets go ahead and start cooking!!" Gosh im scared he'll see my cuts befor i till Niall. "Coming" Harry yelled. I'll just go ahead and reach for all the high stuff. Crap this is really high,,, time to jum- i was cut of by Harry gasping "Elizabeth Sommer Edmondson!! What is on your wrists?!?" "Shhh keep your voice down, and they're scars" "Wait , no. You don't" "Yes , yes I do. I was planning on telling Niall but i dont know how." "How about I call him in here to talk then you just up and try grabbing whatever you were trying to earlier then he'll see it and yeah.." I mean that was a good idea but he might think i was hidding it from him."No ill tell him, call him in here and the other boys ill tell them..." No i am not I lied i can't just no , shit i feel like cutting what do i do ?! "STOP HARRY !" Harry jumped cause og how close i was to him, but oh welll "I thought you were going to tell him" by this point i was crying "No Elizabeth quit crying.." who was i kidding i couldn't stop crying! I coudn't fight the erge so i ran and grabbed a small but sharp knife. Harry saw me grab it i tried running.. "NO LIZ DON'T DO THIS PLEASE, WE ALL LOVE YOU!" The boys started comming in so i ran as fast as i could to the bathroom with the kn ife.
*Harrys pov*
I was walking in the kitchen to help Elizabeth cook then i saw her arm, covered in cuts and scars i tried getting her to tell Niall but i think i pushed her to far so she just freaked out then the next thing i know she has a knife trying to harm herself i tried getting it from her but it was no use. We were getting loud so the boys started coming in so Liz ran. "Harry, what just happened ?!" all the boys said simultaneously "Boys, umm i have some news, when i came in here to help her she was jumping up and down trying to reach something and her sleeve fell down and reveled something." "No, it can't be don't say it Harry..." Niall said with tears already filling his eyes. "Niall, Boys, Yes Elizabeth isn't a real happy person she self harms that smile we see on her face everyday is fake." All the boys including me were all crying. Next thing i knew Niall had his guitar sgoing up stairs "What are you doing Niall?" i asked "Were going to sing "Little Things" to her "Okay." We all agreeed and it came to Nialls part "Maybe if i show you i am here for you youll love yourself like i love you." Niall has never told her that he loves her.
* Elizabeths pov*
I ran to the bathroom wondering what Harry was telling them , i hope he's telling them the thruth.. time to cut, i just got 4 cuts on each of my thighs then 3 cuts on my arms. Wait what is that sound "Maybe if i show you i am here for you youll love yourself like i love you." Wait it's the boys singing and wait did Niall just say he loves me?! I cleaned up a little then opened the door "Babby why didn't you tell me, you know i love you drearly." "I am sorry we'll talk about it later." "GROUP HUGG" The boys yelled. Uh oh what about my cuts crap umm "Uhmm Niall i hope you didn't like your shirt." "Wait your bleeding lemme see!" "I am fine" i snatched my arm away "Here if your not going to let me see it atleaast put this rag on it!" "Okay nowww group hug!!" Louis said and we did so.. What an eventfull day i can't wait for tonight when me and Niall talk :not:
*Nialls pov**
When we got home Elizabeth lockedher self in the guest bedroom and would't talk to me .. or eat that worried me the most. "Elizabeth please baby , come out" "Niall can we talk about this tomorrow?" "Fine babe are you staying in there tonight?" "No! I want to cuddle with you." Yes and NIall has won again ;). *Next morning* I decided to make Liz her favourite food, i was going to make pancakes but she is sleeping late so i am cooking her lunch . So a chicken salad it is. Its now 2 o'clock, i think i need to check on Liz she never sleeps this lat-ELIZABETH NOO WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!??? By this point my eyes were full of tears i couldn't even brethe ... I think Elizabeth bled out : '(! "Babe wake up your fine , i am taking you to the er please stay with me!" "N-N-Niall i-i-isss thattt you?" "Yes babe please stay with me , you can't go i'll die mentally and physically." "i'll try.." *Later on that day* Mr.Horan, your girlfrend wants to see you, I think she'll be fine though we gave her some blood and she seems to be okay." Thank you Mr.Murphey, you don't understand how much I love her." "Its fine mate, its my job haha ;)"
*Elizabeth pov*
