Masky's POV~
Toby jumped. He fucking jumped! I was almost there. I never told him how much I loved him. He never knew how much I cared. He jumped feeling unloved, uncared for when someone right in front of him loved him. Yet he couldn't see that. Neither could I. I denied my feelings for the twitching boy ever since Slendy brought him to the mansion. I made eye contact with him on the first day, and I did on the last. I was to damn blind to tell Toby that I loved him. I did love Toby. I do love Toby. After everything he had done for me. He made me Excited, Depressed, Angry. Oh so angry. All the times when we had fun together. His smile, laugh, hair, eyes, bubbly attitude, everything. He was perfect. So so perfect. He was gorgeous. Yet after all this time I never dreamed that Toby was contemplating his own death. Maybe if I would have told that I loved him he wouldn't have done this. I don't deserve to live. I could have saved his life. No, I can.
Toby is drowning! He's drowning!
The voices...
Save him, save him!
Save him, save Toby.
"Toby!" I shouted my weak and dry voice cracking. I leaped onto the banister and looked down sorrowfuly. I threw of my mask and without thinking I plunged into the water below searching for Toby. I looked down and swam back to the surface gasping for breath. I dived back in to search some more. There, I caught a glimpse of chocolate brown hair and saw Toby's lifeless body. I wimpered and grabbed Toby by his tanish hoodie and jerked him up to the surface. I swam to shore and dragged him onto the bank. I stared at Toby and screamed his name historically. "Toby! Toby please don't leave me!" I sobbed and looked at Toby again. His usually pale face was even paler. His normally soft pink lips were purple and blue. His normally twitching body was no longer full of life. I longed to hear his studdering, deep husky voice. He lied there, lifeless. After all the times I told him I hated him. I told him he was Annoying, Stupid, Hideous because of his scars on his wrists, even though they were beautiful. They were battle scars. I told him he was Retarted because of his adorable twitches and tics. I told him that no one would ever love or care about him.
Yet I cared about him damn it! I fucking love him!
"Toby please please! I love you Toby! Toby I l-l-love you!" I sobbed into his chest. There was no heart beat. "Toby! I fucking love you! Don't leave me! P-Please!" I sobbed harder. I lightly banged on his chest with my fists in agony. "I-I love you..." I breathed out clutching his hoodie with my leather gloved hand. I shivered from the fallish cold weather as I sobbed helplessly onto Tobys shirt.
You let him die you Monster.
"N-No you don't understand..." I cried to the voices. Suddenly a soft drum interrupted the voices. It was soft, so soft. Toby. It was coming from Toby! His light steady breathing was heard and he started to cough. "Toby!" I cried out in joy. He coughed up water and his color returned to his face and his soft kissable lips returned rosey pink. "M-M-Masky...?" I looked over to Toby's Carmel eyes that I adored so much. I smiled. "Toby..." He smiled that beautiful smile of his, but it was soon replaced with sadness. "Why d-did you save me Masky? You should have let me die." He said looking at me with an emotion I couldn't quite pin down. My heart dropped.
"T-Toby please don't say that..."
"Why not?" He cried.
"Because- Well because..."
"Because?"
Tell him you don't care what's happens to him. Tell him!
"I don't know... I guess I should have let you die." I instantly regretted what I had just said to Toby. I didn't want to admit that I loved him. The voices told me to say that to Toby! I gasped and covered my mouth.
"To-"
"No. I don't want to hear it Masky. I'm sorry I'm such a bother to you. Why didn't you just let me die? I could have been out of your life just like you want. Next time I'll just stab myself to make it quicker! If I'm such a bother to you maybe you should kill me yourself, Timothy! " He snarled venom dripping of every word that slipped out of those beautiful pink lips. He was sitting up now, with an icey glare he stared at me.
"Toby I-I didn't mean-"
" Oh fuck you Tim. I know damn well you hate me!"
"Toby-"
"Here," He took out one of his hatches and threw it at me. It landed on the wet sand beside me,"You do the fucking honors. Kill me."
"Toby n-"
"Isn't this what you want!? Kill me damn it!"
"Toby no I-"
"Kill me Timothy, kill me!"
"N-No Toby pl-"
"Kil-"
"God damn it Toby I love you!"
He instantly stopped screaming. His red face turned paler than it usually was. It was even paler than it was minutes ago when he was unconscious. He gasped.
"W-What?"
"I love you Toby! I love you!"
I love Toby Erin Rodgers.
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~A/N~
Ello Cupcakes, once again sorry for taking so long to update this chapter! So tell me watcha think about the story so far~! ♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥
~ Have a marvelous day unicorns~
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