Losing someone is never easy, it wasn't even easy to let him go...but have you ever wanted the best for someone? Knowing that you're too lethal with problems, that you just want the best for someone. I never meant to hurt you, i rather have gotten shot knowing i hurt you. Life isn't fair, it fucking isn't, i now understand, i really do. I just wanna scream and throw things because that pisses me the fuck off, but I'm breaking...you don't deserve someone broken, someone problematic, someone who is confused, you deserve the best, i wish i could've gave you the best, i wish i was the best, i wish i wasn't a fuck up...life isn't fair man, i don't know if life is for me...
