Alone Time

Here goes nothing

Dean couldn't believe this was happening. This can't be real, this isn't happening. "Cas, I wasn't praying." Dean says as he tries to calm himself.
"Yes you were but all you said was my name, why is that?" Cas takes a step closer. "Dean why were you touching yourself while saying my name." Cas is standing next to Dean now looking down at him.
Dean tries to think of a reason why he was saying Cas's name, but he couldn't think of a good one to say out loud. All he could think of saying were thing like "because I want you" or "I want you to do it for me" but he knew he couldn't say those things. Cas was his best friend and an angel of the lord.
"Cas look man I...like you I mean....um....you like a lot so I was thinking of you and in my head I just got carried away, sorry." I can't believe myself, I'm an idiot.
Cas sat on the bed next to Dean's legs. He put his left hand on Dean's thigh.